The amber man insisted on having our photo taken. That's the nth time someone wanted a photo with me over the past months. They make me feel like they're post-mortem photos, i.e. photos to show others and say of me, "He was still alive at the time."

I think, Joel started it when he had our photo taken after his photo session for The Magician in a professional photographer's studio. He hasn't released that photo yet, and I believe he will only after I die.

Morbid.