Asked Brian to go to the center to pay our water bill.
I can't be bothered to get dressed and leave the house.
Your Messenger message:
"Good morning, sir Tony!
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My reply:
What you call the good luck of others is their good karma.
I suggest that you read up on Carl Jung's synchronicity.
You with six syllables in your name: Take your mind off luxuries and comfort and focus on your training. discipline and hard work will always be the order of the day.
Back home from a dinner with Peachie's Sprit Questors and an agent at Green Bar in Makati.
In the meantime Angelique, Aubrey, and Jazz are having dinner and coffee out.
Asked Q. to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.
Night chores.
My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.
You with six syllables in your name: You dream of becoming a star, even at your tender age. Take a reality check from time to time. Be like other, normal, children. Otherwise you face a life of illusions and delusions.
You with three syllables in your name: Note that your co-faculty members are generating intrigues about you and others. Fight back if you have to. Everyone should knowhow tough you really are.
You with seven syllables in your name: I'm hoping that you can model for one of my paintings for Maryhill School of Theology. I am but halfway through that project.
Two deliveries arrived for Angelique.
Staggered dinnertimes.
Asked Q. to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.
Night chores.
My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.
Finished reading Problem at Pollensa Bay last night. A fine collection of short stories, some of them deliciously noir.
Reading While the Light Lasts tonight. It's another collection of her short stories.
You with six syllables in your name: Be wary of those who covet what you have, especially because most of them are your friends.
You with nine syllables in your name: Give priority to your studies; do not allow yourself to be distracted by other interests. Obtain your degree and pursue a gainful career, and test your marketability. Your family's security depends on it.
You with six syllables in your name: Be consistent--in your career, in your family life, in your love life, and in your social life. It is one of the desirable qualities of manhood.
You with six syllables in your name: It is all right to be involved with social issues and to join movements for worthwhile causes, but never sacrifice your personal life and your happiness in doing so.
You with six syllables in your name: At a certain point in life, every man should lose interest in power symbols, otherwise they are mere indications of an extended adolescence.
The last piece of cradled canvas for my next exhibit now rests on an easel, awaiting construction lines which I might do tomorrow or Sunday. This will be the canvas for my Prologue Painting.
There is no sight more pleasing to a painter than a new, blank canvas. It always feels like the Dawn of Creation.
You with six syllables in your name: How far have you gone since you graduated? Are you ahead of your former classmates or are they ahead of you?
At this point in your life, what do you really want to achieve and make of yourself?
You with two syllables in your name: Continue to explore and expand your talents, but make sure that you are able to gainfully retire when it is time for you to throw in the towel.
You with nine syllables in your name: Love the spirit children who come to you, as a parent loves her own children. They will bring you protection, success, and prosperity.
Your Messenger message:
"Hi Sir Tony. I always dream of our hometown in the Philippines. I meet the usual people there, those who are still alive and those who died. But I never stop by our house. I just pass and continue walking until I find myself in another place.
"By the way, the entities or elements stealing our money seem to have left. I hope they won't bother us again.
"I hope you are doing well."
My reply:
Hello ______!
Your dreams are the result of your denial of homesickness. That is the only meaning you should attribute to them.
You with one syllable in your name: Your fear of committing yourself has been preventing you from finding others who are willing to commit themselves to you.
Know what you really want, and go for it.
Your messenger message:
"Good evening Sir Tony. It's me again. We have a little family problem. I prayed to my papa and brother. I dreamt of my papa. I saw him enter our front door. He is healthy and went normally in the house up to the kitchen, I noticed there are 2 form of shadow of 2 people in the kitchen parang taong putik. I am so happy to see him but he can't see or hear me. Tjat's all I remember. Bakit po kaya?
"Also my lola died recently, we were able to discuss all things including when she will see my brother and papa again. She promised me that she will visit me especially with my brother. On her deathbed she saw my father beside me but never my brother. I'm wondering why? I once dreamt of my brother treating us in a restaurant in new york with my mother and my daughter but thats it. "We are a grieving family. Their death affected our relationships. We try to be happy and move on but deep inside we are still hurting. "Thank you for taking time to read my messages. Hope you can give me some answer."My reply:
Hello ____!
First, when we dream of the deceased they are not necessarily actual visits from them. More often than not, they are simply personifications of the values they represented to us when they were living, and some of these values have been internalized in our psyche,
The shadowy figures in the kitchen could very well symbolize your resistance to the idea that your father has passed on. That you father cannot hear or see you in your dream reinforces that idea.
As to the second dream, it is possible that your brother has reincarnated in your karmic group, but that you are not even aware of it.
Second, everybody dies--and almost no one, both the living and the dying, are ever prepared for it. Let time take its normal course of deaths and births without worrying about where the deceased have actually gone and without worrying about what else we need to tell them or hear from them.
Trust the deceased to be able to take care of themselves--as they must trust you.to be able to take care of yourself, whether in grief or not.
Angelique at work; Aubrey and Roi arrived from a morning out.
Two deliveries arrived for Angelique.
Another maintenance day. Q. cleaned the outdoor writing area on the side porch. Rayven watered the plants in the roof deck, side balcony, front balcony, and ground floor gardens. Now everyone is cleaning the alcove and re-installing the glass shelves there.
Called the framers. Two framed paintings are done, but they are still working on the cradled canvas for Joel's portrait/the Prologue Painting for my exhibit.
You with three syllables in your name: It is not yet the end of your journey, though you have weathered many a storm and emerged triumphant.
Your Messenger message:
"Sir tony good evening po... am talking to one of my friends right now... may doppelganger cya, kanina uli nqkita ng isang friend namin. Told him that i did my thesis about spirit questors. So he asked me what to do with his double.... i wanted to consult with you... please help sir... last week, another friend of mone posted the same issue on his fb wall and sombody told him to burn his clothes."
My reply:
Hello ______!
Doppelgangers are nothing to be worried about. They are merely playful elementals who love mimicking humans and putting their physical identities. After shops and restaurants shut down, for example, they love pretending that they are customers, waiters, and salespersons, though only the sensitive can see them. I even recall that, years ago, during a visit to the Malacanang Museum, they lay on the beds and pretended to have sex.
If any person is particularly disturbed about having a doppelganger, he should go to the nearest tree on his property and make an offering of five grains round the base of the tree, or else pour a bottle of inexpensive, red wine in libation on its roots.
Maintenance day. Q. cleaning the foyer and writing area, Raven watering the plants in the roof deck, side balcony, front balcony, and side porch gardens, and Brian and Deniz installing a Turkish chandelier lamp in the alcove.
Bought a bag of Indian mangoes, a box of biko, and an entire, sliced watermelon and had it sliced.
I spent every summer of my boyhood and youth in our ancestral house in San Fernando, Pampanga. Every year, during that time, an annual carnival was set up on the grounds of the Pampanga High School, which had the most massive grandstand made entirely of wood. Our house was a few meters away from the back of the grandstand. At night I would drift off to sleep with the sounds of the carnival floating through the tall windows. This is the music the main tent always played:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDmHy-kkERM&list=RDhDmHy-kkERM&index=1
The music haunts me to this very day, and I will forever associate it with my summer nights. Years later, of course, I would write the musical Tolda for Ateneo Children's Theatre.
You with four syllables in your name: Do not announce yourself to the world without first being sure of who and what you are. Until you are sure, be content to stay in the background as a mere observer.
You with four syllables in your name: Do not lend money. Neither should you borrow money.