Continued from Tony Perez's Electronic Diary (October 19, 2018 - March 12, 2019) http://tonyperezphilippinescyberspacebook41.blogspot.com/

Photo by JR Dalisay / April 21, 2017

Saturday, April 22, 2023

Your Messenger message:

"Hello po sir tony,

"Nanaginip po ako, "May isang event po kami na pinuntahan where kasama ko partner ko at baby ko tinitignan namin like its all about eclipse po and after po nun i was about to go home so may gusto po akong bilhin and i know na wala po sa budget so i was on the shop and dinaanan ko lang po mga damit, qthere is a little door po kung saan ako nag exit, pagka exit ko po nakita ko po sasakyan ng tito ko kasama niya po mga anak niya kumakain po sila ng mangga sa loob. Umalis na po sila bago din ako lumabas dahil allam kong may ihahatid pa po sila. Nasa kalsada na po ako nag hihintay ng taxi, when may dalawang taxi driver na nag warning na may lalaki daw po and may dalang baril i was in shock at nakita ko mga tao na tumakbo, naki takbo rin po ako sir tony, until i reach a familiar mall coyeesan mall po pumasok po ako and theres a white shop with curtain, sabi ko po na ilock po it was a sliding mirror door, sa loob po ng shop may maliit po ulit dun na door at doon po ako pumasok at mag tago pero hindi ko po allam na maluwang po iyon at may bintana kung saan natatanaw ko po ung pag agaw ng baril ng mga police sa tao na may baril, ang tao na un ay nakahiga it was a small gun. Sa may loob din po ng maliit na door Sa dulo nakita ko po ang partner ko, nag cleared na po sila, and nung maglalakad na po kami kasama ko po ang anak ko at partner ko sa may kalsada nakita po namin ang dugo sa kalsada at may isabg itlog na nabasag na pero wala naman ang shell, may mga parte din po ng chicken na parang nahulog nasa 2 piraso mag kakahiwalay ang paglagay, itlog, kaunting hakbang ung 1 part ng manok ikaunting hakbang 1 parte ulit ng manok allam din namin na dadaanan namin na dadaanan namin ang kalsada na iyon may mga bakas din ng dugo at sinabihan ko ang aking partner wag mong tapakan ang mga dugo pero natapakan na po niya. Wala naman po akong narinig na tunog ng mga baril ang nakita ko lang ay inaagaw po nila ung maliit na baril sa isang lalaki. "___, is it safe po ba na mag biyahe siya mamaya pabalik po sa _________________?"


My repy:

Hello _____!

Yes, it is safe for your partner to travel back to the _______________ today. This was neither a precognitive dream nor a dream about your partner; this dream was all about you.

The small doors in your dream are accesses to your Unconscious. Entering them, you encounter sources of deep-seated anxiety:

1) The first door leads you to separation anxiety--witnessing your uncle and his children, who must leave. They are, in truth, your partner, your child, and your future children. Your unconscious is telling you that they are not completely yours until you finally get married.

2) The sliding door and the small door behind it are your places of refuge, from where you witness men and a man with a gun. The scene reflects your vulnerability, and your perception of society as unpredictable and dangerous. You traverse the scene with your partner and your child, taking note of blood, a broken egg, and chicken parts--these three seem to indicate to me that you've made efforts not to become pregnant again for the present.

At this point in time, do everything you can to focus on your studies, at the same time fulfilling obligations as a wife and mother. Graduate with a degree and cherish your family--these are your greatest treasures. No one should be able to take them away from you.

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