Continued from Tony Perez's Electronic Diary (October 19, 2018 - March 12, 2019) http://tonyperezphilippinescyberspacebook41.blogspot.com/

Photo by JR Dalisay / April 21, 2017

Sunday, April 30, 2023

Did my laundry in the washing machine.

Angelique and Jazz arrived home from the Zambales beach resort.

Staggered lunchtimes.

Bought glasses of taho for the children in the driveway.

The Ati-Atihan drum band passed by again.

According to one of the owners of the hawkers' stands there was a glitzy celebration in the barangay basketball court last night.

Painted two more cradle sides black.

May 1, 2023

Feast Day of Saint Joseph the Worker in San Jose, Occidental Mindoro and in Barangay Kaunlaran, Cubao.

Woke up at seven to the sounds of Ati-Atihan drums in the street. Yukiko Taka and Cloudy heard them first and started barking.

Good morning, Cubao!

Children stand at the curb and wait for the brass band to march by..

Good night, Cubao!

It's full house in the gnomes' coffee shop, where serious discussions are being held.

One Message For One Of 2,700 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Life is full of synchronicity and mystery. Sometimes the things that occur are beyond logic.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Asked Rayven to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.

Finished reading The Thirteen Problems two nights ago. Now reading The Mysterious Mr. Quin.

When someone tries to control what you do, it is because he aims to eventually control what you think.

Back home from a day at the center.

Saturday, April 29, 2023

Good morning, Cubao!

The day is a promise made to a child.

Good night Cubao!

The gnomes make a round of the night market 

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: Now that the crisis is over, learn to appreciate what you have, and be grateful for even the small blessings in your life.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling n bed with Agatha Christie.

Asked Bran and Rayven to rotate the cradled canvas on the easel.

Friday, April 28, 2023

Good morning, Cubao!

The sun is filtered with gray gels.

Good night, Cubao!

The children read comic books in bed until they get pleasantly sleepy.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: Do not get unnecessarily involved in other people's campaigns. Relax and wait for the experts to fix things properly.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Night chores.

My favorite tie of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling bed with Agatha Christie.

Thursday, April 27, 2023

Two deliveries arrived, one for Angelique and one for me.

Lunch at home with Aubrey.

Painted two cradle sides black.

Did it ever occur to you that the alert tone of Notifications is exactly the same as the danger alert tone in commercial airplanes?

Your Messenger message:

"Good morning Sir Tony,

"Congrats po sa Art Exhibit mo po. Matanong ko lang po kung kelan at saan po, natuwa ako kasi winiwelcome mo po ang mga gaya namin na sabik na makilala ka at makakwentuhan man lamang, kung sakali po ba madala ko ang mga Libro ko din po at mapa-authograph kung sakali po?

"Salamat at Ingat lagi.

My reply:

Hello _____!

The dates and venues of my exhibit have been in a pinned Post on my Wall, open to the Public, for the longest time.

Yes, I will be happy to sign your books.

A playlist exists in your psyche. Whenever a song keeps repeating itself in your mind, be mindful of what happens next or what your day will look like. Like a nocturnal dream, such a message is from your psyche. In many cases the message is precognitive.

Your Messenger messages:

"Magandang umaga po sir Tony Perez

"Ako po ito muli si ________________. Pasensya na po at hindi po ako natuloy sa pagpunta sa inyo sa kadahilanang naging abala po sa maraming-maraming bagay sa iskuwelahan at personal na mga obligasyon sa buhay. "Nais ko lang pong malaman kung maaari ko po ba kayong puntahan diyan po sa Cubao ngayong Weekend po. "Bilang isang kabataan at nagnanais maging isang manunulat ay pangarap ko pong makausap kayo at pag-usapan ang mga bagay na tungkol sa pagsusulat. "Sana'y mabigyan niyo po ng tugon ang aking mensahe. "Pasensya na po sa abala "at maraming maraming salamat po 🙏"



My reply:

Hello _______!

Magpunta ka na lang sa opening ng art exhibit ko. Doon tayo mag-usap.

Good morning, Cubao!

Pay attention to the numbers that come your way.


Good night, Cubao!

The gnome caregivers fold back fresh bed sheets for the guests of the travelers' inn.

One Message For One Of 2.600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Be aware of everyone who is in a position to control you, and do not reveal to them any of your secrets.

Angelique arrived from work.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.

Wednesday, April 26, 2023

At last I found a kind and beneficent gallery owner and curator whom I love working with.

On my last two exhibits, years ago, when the gallery owners came to pick up my works, they looked around my house, admired what I had, and brashly suggested that I give one or two pieces to them as gifts. Of course, I refused.

I will never go to those gallery owners again.

Never be impressed by "collectors". They are the biggest cheapskates in town. They will haggle over the prices of your works, will hound you like incorrigible insurance agents for discounts , will expect loads of freebies, and they almost never pay in cash. You'll know them when you see them.

When a "collector" approaches me to inquire about one of my works, I tell him that it's already been sold to someone else.

Good morning, Cubao!

The clouds are crumpled lists of promises made to you as a child.

Angelique and Cath arrived from work and dinner out. Cath is sleeping over.

Good night, Cubao!

One loses sleep by counting hours at night.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: In order to deserve a nice weekend, you should have a complete and productive week.

Staggered dinnertimes.

D. gave me two bags of chips.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.

And I will be and do the same in my succeeding lifetime.

Tuesday, April 25, 2023

Vernissage: Portrait of Joel Cruz as The Magician.

Vernissage is done, but I must now wait a few days before painting the cradle sides black.

Good morning, Cubao!

The day is a tableaux of figurines and objects on a glass shelf.

Good night, Cubao!

Night lights are security lights. They illumine the way whether you are physically walking around the house or walking in your dreams.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: Be patient. Relief is on its way. Hope that, very soon, everything goes back to normal.

Staggered dinnertimes,.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.

The gallery owner and his boys picked up nine of my exhibit paintings for documentation. The rest will be picked up at some other time: one needs a bigger vehicle, one is awaiting vernissage, two are still at the framer's, and another two are awaiting framing.

Bought a glass of jalujalo at the hawker's stand for Aubrey.

Monday, April 24, 2023

Staggered lunchtimes.

Feeling sleepy again and wondering if I have time for a nap, but the gallery owner's boys are coming in a while to document my exhibit paintings.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sky is a silvered mirror that we raise our eyes to, to see ourselves.

Good night, Cubao!

In their private dens, the gnomes count all of the money they've been able to save so far.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables inn your name: Continue taking precautions against contracting the virus. Never take anything for granted.

Bought two glasses jalujalo at the hawker's stand for Aubrey and myself.

Been napping every afternoon since I finished my Prologue Painting.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.

Sunday, April 23, 2023

My friends, the definite dates for my next exhibit titled Ambiguous are June 23 - 30, 2023. It will be an Art Trek.

Part One of the exhibit will open 5:00 PM at Gallery 928, 4th Floor, Shangri-La Plaza Mall, Mandaluyong City.

We will then give the viewers an hour of viewing time and another hour to commute to the next venue.

Part Two of the exhibit will open 7:00 PM at Gallery 928, AYSN Building, 3rd Floor, P. Tuazon Boulevard corner C. Benitez Street, Cubao, Quezon City.

All of you are cordially invited.


Business meeting with the gallery owner at M.'s cafe.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sun is a golden galleon bearing treasures from distant lands.

Meeting with M. As of now we're thinking of cocktail sandwiches, lemon cucumber tea, and red tea for my exhibit opening, but I am really still undecided as to whether to serve refreshments or not.

I had two small paintings framed today, and they cost me 11,600.

Good night, Cubao!

After everything that needs to be done for the day is not only done but also very well done, retiring to bed is heaven.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Take the coming week seriously. You cannot be a winner by making shortcuts.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Supervised Rayven while doing house chores. I pay him money that he needs for school and for his personal savings.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.

Saturday, April 22, 2023

Your Messenger message:

"Hello po sir tony,

"Nanaginip po ako, "May isang event po kami na pinuntahan where kasama ko partner ko at baby ko tinitignan namin like its all about eclipse po and after po nun i was about to go home so may gusto po akong bilhin and i know na wala po sa budget so i was on the shop and dinaanan ko lang po mga damit, qthere is a little door po kung saan ako nag exit, pagka exit ko po nakita ko po sasakyan ng tito ko kasama niya po mga anak niya kumakain po sila ng mangga sa loob. Umalis na po sila bago din ako lumabas dahil allam kong may ihahatid pa po sila. Nasa kalsada na po ako nag hihintay ng taxi, when may dalawang taxi driver na nag warning na may lalaki daw po and may dalang baril i was in shock at nakita ko mga tao na tumakbo, naki takbo rin po ako sir tony, until i reach a familiar mall coyeesan mall po pumasok po ako and theres a white shop with curtain, sabi ko po na ilock po it was a sliding mirror door, sa loob po ng shop may maliit po ulit dun na door at doon po ako pumasok at mag tago pero hindi ko po allam na maluwang po iyon at may bintana kung saan natatanaw ko po ung pag agaw ng baril ng mga police sa tao na may baril, ang tao na un ay nakahiga it was a small gun. Sa may loob din po ng maliit na door Sa dulo nakita ko po ang partner ko, nag cleared na po sila, and nung maglalakad na po kami kasama ko po ang anak ko at partner ko sa may kalsada nakita po namin ang dugo sa kalsada at may isabg itlog na nabasag na pero wala naman ang shell, may mga parte din po ng chicken na parang nahulog nasa 2 piraso mag kakahiwalay ang paglagay, itlog, kaunting hakbang ung 1 part ng manok ikaunting hakbang 1 parte ulit ng manok allam din namin na dadaanan namin na dadaanan namin ang kalsada na iyon may mga bakas din ng dugo at sinabihan ko ang aking partner wag mong tapakan ang mga dugo pero natapakan na po niya. Wala naman po akong narinig na tunog ng mga baril ang nakita ko lang ay inaagaw po nila ung maliit na baril sa isang lalaki. "___, is it safe po ba na mag biyahe siya mamaya pabalik po sa _________________?"


My repy:

Hello _____!

Yes, it is safe for your partner to travel back to the _______________ today. This was neither a precognitive dream nor a dream about your partner; this dream was all about you.

The small doors in your dream are accesses to your Unconscious. Entering them, you encounter sources of deep-seated anxiety:

1) The first door leads you to separation anxiety--witnessing your uncle and his children, who must leave. They are, in truth, your partner, your child, and your future children. Your unconscious is telling you that they are not completely yours until you finally get married.

2) The sliding door and the small door behind it are your places of refuge, from where you witness men and a man with a gun. The scene reflects your vulnerability, and your perception of society as unpredictable and dangerous. You traverse the scene with your partner and your child, taking note of blood, a broken egg, and chicken parts--these three seem to indicate to me that you've made efforts not to become pregnant again for the present.

At this point in time, do everything you can to focus on your studies, at the same time fulfilling obligations as a wife and mother. Graduate with a degree and cherish your family--these are your greatest treasures. No one should be able to take them away from you.

Back from lunch out with family.

Had two paintings framed.

As an artist, do not get stuck on producing minor works with dry media, especially graphite and charcoal. Otherwise your entire oeuvre will eventually look like a  bottomless slew of "mall art".

Good morning, Cubao!

The day is a basket of unexpected blessings.

Good night, Cubao!

The owls on the compound deliver messages to some of the residents of the neighborhood.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Week

You with six syllables in your name: Enjoy your weekend with family while you can. You may be facing yet another grueling week.

Dinner at home alone.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.

Friday, April 21, 2023

Lunch at home alone. The grandchildren are visiting Ivy's grave in the north and calling on CatCat, who is on vacation from Lebanon.

Spent most of my time in the small loggia.

How lovely to not be painting for a change. 

The summer heat is sweet and heady, and is making me drowsy.

I might take a nap later.

Good morning, Cubao!

The day is a crystal bowl of pineapple, mango, and papaya compote.


Good night, Cubao!

The dragon tree is lighted with hundreds of tiny lanterns tonight.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with seven syllables in your name: Do not wear your heart on your sleeve. While a few persons might sympathize with you, many others will simply laugh at you because they cannot comprehend what you are going through.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.

Thursday, April 20, 2023

Good morning, Cubao!

White clouds skate across the blue rink of sky.

April 19, 2023

Welcome again to my messy studio area. I've applied the 38th and last glaze on this painting, and it's finally done. 

Portrait of Joel Cruz as The Magician (from the Rider-Waite Tarot Deck)
Oil on cradled canvas
5' x 3'
March 13 - April 19, 2023 

This is the Prologue Painting for my next exhibit. A Prologue Painting typically contains the method of composition, measurements, and brushwork in all of the paintings comprising the bulk of the exhibit, and serves somewhat like the overture to a full musical. In my case the featured elements are my use of midlines, the division of each painting into two sections, and the application of the Greek Golden Rectangle in each section. 

As you can see, I also chose to reveal some of the secrets of this Tarot card. They become evident only when you are physically standing in front of the painting.

I am currently discussing exhibit possibilities with the gallery owner. We'll announce when and where it will be, and all of you are cordially invited. I need to wait for this painting to dry before varnishing, and then have four other paintings framed. I have only one painting framed each month, however.

Yes, it took me a year and a half to complete all of 15 pieces of varied sizes, and that seems to be the pace I'll be following through the end of my life.

I did not take photos of the 14 other pieces composing the body of the exhibit. I will do so only after the exhibit opens.
















Good night, Cubao!

Gnomes know how to wait patiently for blessings to come into their lives.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Drive safely Do not be in a rush to get home.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Night chores.

Bertod, the cafe cashier, celebrates his birthday t0night in the cafe.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie. Now on the seven problem in The Thirteen Problems.

Thursday goodies from The King.




Wednesday, April 19, 2023

Good morning, Cubao!

The sun is a giant, warm-white LED bulb.

Good night, Cubao!

The lush, dragon tree is an entire city in itself for resident gnomes, birds, and insects.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Look forward to having fun on the weekend, but do not allow thoughts of it to distract you from the week's work.

Staggered dinnertimes. 

Asked Q. to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.

Angelique brought home a huge bucket of keso-gabi (cheese-taro) ice cream that one of her supervisors gave her from a trip to Bataan. I remember that, before I retired, I was working on the 70th anniversary commemorations of the Liberation of the Philippines, and some of our work-related trips brought us to Bataan. I brought home a bucket of taro ice cream then and hoped my family would like it.

Strange how cycles repeat themselves, along with memories.

Tuesday, April 18, 2023

Washed 21 brushes.

A delivery arrived for Angelique.

Worked half an hour on thirty-eighth glaze.

This Prologue Painting for my next exhibit is finished (March 13 - April 19, 2023). Will do vernissage after it dries.

Aubrey arrived from lunch out with Roi.

An early lunch at home alone; Angelique at work and Aubrey out with Roi.

Good morning, Cubao!

The day is cast like a pile of Pick-up Stix.

Good night, Cubao!

The night hawkers share stories while huddling under fluorescent lights.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Rest well between grueling work periods. Achieve the right balance to remain in good shape.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Asked Rayven to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day as come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.

Sent Q. to pay our water bill at the center.  Can't be bothered to get dressed and leave the house anymore.


Worked half an hour on thirty-seventh gaze.

Calling it a day for painting; must wait for these glazes to dry,.

Rayven is now watering 5the plants in the roof deck, side balcony, front balcony, and ground-floor gardens.

Dialogue in playwriting can defy the rules of language and grammar.

I use "Hindi RAW" when I want the line to sound gentle and feminine.

I use "Hindi DAW" when I want the line to sound forceful and masculine.

Dialogue is also contingent on characters' mental and emotional states, levels of maturity, economic background, and age.

Monday, April 17, 2023

A delivery arrived for Angelique. Looks like Keiko Kashigawa's dog food.

Aubrey and Roi arrived from lunch out.

Worked half an hour on thirty-sixth glaze.

Worked an hour on thirty-fifth glaze, and then another half-hour on thirty-sixth glaze.

A cup of Australia's Madura chamomile tea.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sun is a bright smile on a baby's face.

Good night, Cubao!

The head of household is already planning family activities to be held in October.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Focus on your obligatory tasks everyday. Think of the tough competition you need to face ahead of you.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Asked Rayven to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie.

Angelique and Jazz arrived from watching a concert at Clark last night. 

Sunday, April 16, 2023

Worked an hour on thirty-third glaze.

The problem with many contemporary artists is that, in their attempt to develop a signature style, they choose to rely on old habits and prevent their own evolution.

As such, when you see the work of one, you've seen them all.

Good morning, Cubao!

The garden trees are tuning forks tapping on the crystal sky.

Always paint with a clear mind but with fire in your heart.

Good night, Cubao!

The gnomes map out the activities for the coming week.

One Message For One Of 2,600 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Do not rush things immediately upon your arrival. First adapt to the environment, then merge with it, then take things a deliberate step at a time.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Asked Q, to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with Agatha Christie. So nice to be in the company of Miss Marple again!