Continued from Tony Perez's Electronic Diary (October 19, 2018 - March 12, 2019) http://tonyperezphilippinescyberspacebook41.blogspot.com/

Photo by JR Dalisay / April 21, 2017

Tuesday, May 23, 2023

Your Messenger message:

"Dear Sir Tony, I have a dream that I wanted to consult with you. I did my own interpretation but I am happy to learn from you in case I missed some things out because of personal biases. I have noticed that in the past year that I have relocated, my dreams were much more intense. It feels like it isn’t longer my usual dreams. Majority of the characters are strangers and it feels like I have delved deeper into my unconscious/ subconscious. It just feels deep that I can’t explain how I know so. This is why I am writing to you to hopefully get some clarity.

"This is the narrative of my dream: "May 24 "My husband and I went into a gathering after which a facilitator said that there is no more to teach for now. We just have to have a good time and relax from now on. She will appear when needed; although, I think she needed the rest herself. She looked tired and worn down. "There was a group of people in that gathering, too. I asked one of them where they were staying. I was shocked when I was told that she was renting in an upscale village. She must be really rich, I thought. Then, my husband and I decided to go some place. It ended up at the very end of the city by the border of another town. "There was a long table where a lot of food was served. My husband and I sat down after I announced that 'Oh! So this is your hideout,' referring to all of the people dining there. They were all familiar faces of the people of my past. "I swam carefree like a pro swimmer in the vast water, turning my back while I jumped. At first, I was afraid because when I did, it was too deep that I had to go back up right away to get some air. When my sister saw that it was safe to do so, she followed suit. She swam easily while I explored and learned that I just needed to make my body feel lighter in order to stay afloat. It was easier to swim then and much more enjoyable. "I used the restroom when my mother followed after a while to tell me that it is time to go. I went outside to see that my husband paid for everyone’s meal. I wasn’t happy because it was expensive and we were the only ones who paid for it. I went to my chair and went through all of our things there in plastic bags. My mom was rushing me so I just have to leave everything behind. We were in a queue when I found out that I forgot to wear my pandora bracelet. Although I was wearing many expensive jewelries that time, too. I can’t remember everything but I recall the feeling that they were all pretty. "I told my mom that the bracelet that I lost has many gold in it and that it was really valuable. My mom told me to just go back and run in order to get it while the queue wasn’t really moving. I told her that it is fine. I will just tell my husband about it and we can go get it together. (It was a feeling of just okay, maybe I will just get a new one.) "While on the queue, there were a few people lining up who were short-tempered. They kept cutting the line and asking why it wasn’t moving. I just observed one of them and thought maybe she was just rushing in order to catch some other form of transportation vehicle to get to where she is headed. "While in the queue, I also noticed that I don’t have my slippers on. I told my mom that I have to put on slippers. She told me it was a good idea not to put on one because it symbolized baggage and wrong decisions. Now, I have the choice to be free from all of that. My mom told me that my aunt who just turned 50 was practicing that since she was a child. I told her that she wore heels just recently. "Then, I found myself just wearing panty looking for my husband’s office. But all I see was different stores. I particularly noticed an ex, who is now a doctor, in a psychology room. I do not know what I did but I just went past it without looking back, hurrying to go to my husband’s place. I reached a crowded place where everyone was busy doing their own thing and they don’t even notice me. There was a group of men on my right side drinking beer together while there were three old ladies on my left who were singing karaoke, enjoying themselves together except for one who was crying next to them while listening to her friends cry. I think I did something to purposefully catch her attention because the next thing she did was run after me. I wasn’t afraid though because it was initially my intention to make her behave that way until I finally get to my destination. "The place was a maze but I was sure that my destination was not far ahead, perhaps just a block away before I finally wake up from my night dream. "Thank you very much for taking the time to read this narrative. I wish you all the best in your upcoming exhibit. God bless you tenfold or more for all the things that you do for the Collective."


My reply:

Hello _____!

Your dream is not as complex as it may seem. It is all about security versus insecurity, a normal feeling state that besets one after one after moving to a new place. All of the females in this dream represent yourself: the desire to live in an upscale area, the need to save money in order to be ahead of others, wanting to be carefree, and wishing to be independent while relying on your husband for support.

The  dream further indicates your current, split attitudes toward life: a long queue in which everyone lines u0p to move on, and a labyrinth.   

Know what you want, Define your priorities. While you cannot have everything, you can most certainly have some things.

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