Continued from Tony Perez's Electronic Diary (October 19, 2018 - March 12, 2019) http://tonyperezphilippinescyberspacebook41.blogspot.com/

Photo by JR Dalisay / April 21, 2017

Thursday, June 30, 2022

Good morning, Cubao!

Crystal prisms dangle from the silver clouds

Your Messenger message:

"Goodevening Pai.Can i ask you about something? This is not about magic, Santeria or the paranormal things.

"Do you have an idea how much and how difficult will it take for someone if he wants to make/produce a book? A photobook, picture storytelling book or most they called a coffee table book?Thank you"

"*or what most"


My reply:

Hello ________!

Almost everyone has dreamed of publishing his own book without realizing that an entire staff is needed to make the project succeed:

--an editor
--a proofreader
--perhaps an illustrator
--a layout artist
--a book designer
--a marketing manager

The safest option is to write the manuscript and submit it to a publisher. The publisher will even determine whether you have the talent to be a writer or not. Sometimes what the publisher tells you will make you feel you are in heaven. Sometimes it will feel like a slap in the face.

Good night, Cubao!

Watch out for the tiny, lighted windows round the trunks of trees.

One Message For One Of 476 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with two syllables in your name: Do not splurge in your times of crisis. It will only make your situation worse.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evenings shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes; Angelique still resting upstairs and Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Wednesday, June 29, 2022

Vernissage: Saint Sebastian

Lunch at home with Angelique and Aubrey.

A quiet, serene day.

Good morning, Cubao!

Sunbeams streak the sky like golden banners.

Good night, Cubao!

Fairies scent themselves with the old perfume Shalimar.

One Message For One Of 474 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with seven syllables in your name: Your interests and strategies remain fixated in that period of your life when you were still in school. Shake them off and step into the world as an adult with new interests and new startegies.

Angelique and Aubrey came down to dinner in the dining room.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes; granddaughters still resting upstairs.

Angelique borrowed my Iwahig Penal Colony T-shirt, because she is playing the accused in their group's next mock trial.

Allan dropped by to pick up all the stuff I set aside for him.

Tuesday, June 28, 2022

Good morning, Cubao!

The clouds are bottles of pickled cucumber.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Good night, Cubao!

In their dormitory at the top of the dragon tree, the cicadas tuck themselves in.

One Message For One Of 473 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with two syllables in your name: Even in dire situations, always be cheerful and hope for the best.

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Tuesday, June 28, 2022
Meeting with Jimmy at the Cubao Leaky Cauldron. Coffee and pastries. Gave him the Afghan ring and was surprised that he'd bought me a coffee mug that keeps liquid hot for two hours. He showed me his coin apports, and they were very intriguing.
Also brought a hematite pendulum/pendant for Emily, but, since she didn't show up, gave it to Jimmy instead.

















Monday, June 27, 2022

An early lunch at home alone, but not quite ready for vernissage.

Good morning, Cubao!

Rain clouds are basins of fresh-water pearls.

Good night, Cubao!

The lullaby of the stars heals the infirm while they sleep.

One Message For One Of 473 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with four syllables in your name: Do not plod only with a generally good outlook. You need specific objectives. That is the only way you will really get somewhere. 

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

A delivery arrived,

Then went jalan-jalan at the center with Bernard. Yes, in the rain. Bought man stuff, checked out some books, bought a bag of pita bread, a bag of ube pandesal, and a bag of chocolate chip muffins, then had a snack. The rain stopped exactly when we got home.

The granddaughters arrived before we did.

Sunday, June 26, 2022

Just because you don't believe something doesn't mean that it isn't true.

Very often the winner in life is he who has the most money in his pocket.

Tony Perez's Art of War: If someone does not like you, all you have to do is not like him in return.

Angelique and Aubrey are off to apply for pre-travel documents.

An early lunch at home alone.

Stay tuned and stay attuned.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sky is a library of translucent books.

Good night, Cubao!

The clouds are glass bowls filled with ripe plums.

One Message For One Of 472 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Cherish the past, but know that your future now hinges on the present.

Angelique, Aubrey, and Jazz arrived.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Dinner at home alone; Jazz drove for the granddaughters to have their nails done and they are all taking their dinner outside.

When a man falls in love with you, consider first whether he will merely become excess baggage in your life.

Tetchie sends me beef jerky and salmon terrine she made herself, for old times' sake. She starred in one of the teleplays I wrote for Lino Brocka Presents years ago.

We should meet up for coffee some time soon.




Saturday, June 25, 2022

Never paint on impulse. You will only end up with work as scraggly as automatic writing.

Only when kindness is consistent does it become true kindness, for inconsistent kindness is actually a form of cruelty.

One good way to get rid of clutter is to throw out every small item below PHP 1,5000 and every big item below PHP 5,000.

A flirt is never faithful to anyone.

Took an early lunch today; considering vernissage for Saint Sebastian.

Good morning, Cubao!

The day is an unopened pack of goodies.

Good night, Cubao!

Proper digestion hinges on the intake of good and healthful food.

One Message For One Of 470 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Derive inspiration from those you admire, but neither copy nor plagiarize their works.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

Angelique and Jazz took a late dinner in the dining room; Aubrey still resting upstairs.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Your Messenger message:

"Good afternoon, Sir Tony. I wanted to consult with you regarding my dreams relating to animals.

"This one is the last part of the dream that I had last April: "There was a retreat happening in the body of water (falls that is somehow connected to the ocean). The retreat was about getting back the life force. There was a small circle that looked like a pearl. It symbolizes that there are no more blockages and that one is in the state of flow. Everyone was finishing rather quickly. It is worth to mention that although mine took its time (last one to perform the ritual), it did not mean that I cannot make it. Instead, it will make the impossible possible. 'When have you ever seen a giant turtle and the otter together? Never. But it will happen. It will be powerful', the narrative says. "This next dream narrative is what I dreamed about just last night. "I was in a room with a little child and a grandmother. That room was filled with college students, at first, before I entered in. They were playing some kind of horror board game. I happened to go inside that room while searching for each rooms along the hallways to shop for a nice dress. When I looked through the hallways, there were rooms for hair coloring, for wardrobe, for food, restroom, etc. Then, I came across the room where a delivery guy and a hotel receptionist brought a case of soft drinks in front of that room. The girl receptionist told the guy that the girl who ordered for the soft drinks will have their empty bottles taken by 10:20pm which the delivery guy got upset about as he was to drive again late at night to pick it up. The receptionist suggested that he picks it up earlier instead. The profit wasn’t that much anyway. "I went into that room after the gathering of the college students. I was cautious in laying down because I knew that others have used those linens before. As I was about to wrap myself in blanket in the dark, a guy suddenly barged in the opposite direction (back/exit door). He seemed to have gotten wet from the storm outside. He looked for shelter and randomly opened the exit door that was not locked at that time. He went outside in the rain again when he realized that there were people inside the room. I called him back to enter the room and exit through the main door so that he will be safe from the storm. He did what I said. He looked grateful but didn’t say anything when he left. "I checked out the door where he came from. I was so surprised. A huge old tree fell from the storm along with an elephant and another animal (perhaps, frog?) I can’t remember. I was really disheartened by the sight of it that I can’t even take to see what happened. Ironically, I was munching on the meat of frog out of nowhere. I spat it out. "I, then, found myself hiking on top of a tall mountain. I was alone yet unafraid. There was someone else whom I was with but I wasn’t physically with him during the hike. I just felt his presence. I was scarred somewhere but I felt, free, strong, and independent. "Next dream part that I can remember was I was crossing hanging bridges over a river that was cut from time to time. That made my knees weak as I rest and sat on one of it next to a girl and other people who were crossing the same bridge. A girl was really flirtatious with one guy even if she was married to another. I was disgusted by the innocent act that the married woman played as I rest on the bridge. Then, I suddenly got a very important letter from a well-known higher authority, there were two parts in the letter. I cannot remember what it said but I can remember the feeling of comfort through the letter. It was full of wisdom and seemed to tell me that everything is happening for the highest good. It also tells me that someone is looking for me out there somewhere. When I looked around, Brad Pitt, the hollywood celebrity, gave a letter. It was for someone. He gave it to a messenger through a riddle. But it felt like it was for me. That concluded the dream. "Thank you for reading my dream narrative as I continuously learn to understand and make sense of it. God bless."


My reply:

Hello ______!

1) The dream you had last April was all about pain and the desire to change one's life. A precious pearl comes into being when a grain of sand lodges in a clam's flesh. It causes the clam pain and discomfort, that is why the clam's flesh must layer it with nacre for the irritation to go away. Beauty and preciousness come from pain and discomfort--apparently paradoxical, as paradoxical as an otter lying beside a turtle.

What is the grain of sand that causes you pain in your life? Are you able to see where you are going with this pain?

Sand and pearl, otter and turtle--two apparently unrelated things will spell INSIGHT, for insight is nothing more than seeing a connection between the unconnected.


2) The dream you had last night is in three parts: the first is set in a room, the second on top of a mountain, and the third on a hanging bridge above water.

As I explained to you before, whenever a dream has two or more parts, each part means exactly the same thing--as though your psyche were relaying the message to you in different languages to ensure that you get the message correctly.

2A) In the first part of the dream you search indoor shops to buy a nice dress and come upon items for hair coloring and wardrobe stuff, reflecting the same desire for change that you had in your dream last April. In the April dream there was the ocean, representing overwhelming emotions. In your dream last night the ocean is replaced with another kind of liquid--soft drinks--that are to be consumed at a certain time.

You lie down under a blanket in the room, waiting for--yes, change. What happens next is that your Masculine Self comes in from a rainstorm and then seeks exit BECAUSE IT SEES YOU waiting for change. Your Masculine Self disapproves of it--and you even help him leave the right way. In this dream he represents your resistance, resistance to change, in the way that the clam's flesh resists pain and discomfort. When you look outside an elephant and a frog have fallen along with a tree. Know that in both dreams the animals (otter, turtle, elephant, frog) represent your base instincts. Your psyche is trying to tell you that they need to coexist (as in the April dream) or that they need to die (as in last night's dream). The soft drinks become rain, still representing overwhelming emotion.    

2B) In the second part of the dream you are alone hiking, yet you feel confident and unafraid because your Masculine Self (albeit unseen) is with you and watching over you. At this point, then, ask yourself: What is the gift your Masculine Self gives you? Do you seek to please him? Are you concerned with what he approves and disapproves of?

2C) You are on a hanging bridge, an iffy and precarious situation. The water beneath the bridge that you could potentially fall into still represents overwhelming emotion. You see your Feminine Self--a flirtatious, immoral character because she is a woman attempting to seduce a married man. There are no animals in this dream because your Feminine Self IS the animal. You are disgusted. You DISAPPROVE, hence you IDENTIFY with your MASCULINE SELF, who even sends you a letter of consolation and is even personified by Brad Pitt.

To summarize: You desire and seek change, perhaps in the name of independence and feminine liberation. What does this change entail? Does it entail a forbidden love or a forbidden relationship? Whom do you listen to in this situation: your Masculine Self or your Feminine Self?

Know that change is exciting, but it is not always good and should always be ONLY for the better. 

Watched all 50 episodes of China's The Legend of Bruce Lee (2008). It opens, in black-and-white, with the aftermath of Bruce Lee's death in 1973 and speculations about the cause of his death, then segues in color to the beginning of his life story as a young man about to enter a school cha-cha competition. The entire series is in Mandarin, including the dialogue of the foreign performers. The dubbing is excellent, including the utterances of babies and children. Despite grammatical errors the subtitles are also commendable. They thoroughly convey not only the depths of Bruce Lee's mind but also the Tao of Jeet Kune Do.

Most of the cast members are real martial artists and only actors second, but they deliver both martial arts and acting very well. There is no melodrama in this movie, only genuine drama. The longer you watch Danny Chan as Bruce Lee, the more he looks like Bruce Lee, and you end up believing that he IS Bruce Lee. The only discombobulating factor to me was that, aside from the names of Bruce Lee's family members and close circle of friends, all other names have been changed--and casting deliberately avoided selecting performers who looked like the actual persons they were playing. It took me several episodes, for example, to figure out that the character Hoffman in the movie was Chuck Norris.

The movie excludes Bruce Lee's boyhood as a child actor and begins with his high school years as a bullied teen and his struggle to excel as a martial artist. Approximately THREE-FOURTHS of the movie is devoted to this, with very detailed martial arts instructions, exercises, and great fight scenes. If you aren't into either martial arts or into Bruce Lee, you might tend to grow impatient with the progress of the movie. If you stick through it, you will have to agree that this is the definitive Bruce Lee biography to watch. You will fall in love with Bruce Lee--and he isn't even acting in it! The series contains the origins of many of the elements of Bruce Lee's future movies: the jade pendant that later on figures in The Big Boss, the phrase "Sick Man of East Asia" that is later used in Fist of Fury, Bruce Lee's  sense of humor and Seattle's Ruby Chinese Restaurant that becomes the setting of Way of the Dragon, and the origins of "Be Water, My Friend". It is one of the best projects that Shannon Lee, as executive producer, ever undertook. 

There is, however, the intentional effort to romanticize and glamorize Bruce Lee, as there has always been in the biographies of all national heroes, religious leaders, and saints. Many of the facts and details mentioned in Matthew Polly's Bruce Lee: A Life are glossed over, and I suspect that a lot of tweaking was made in the service of premise, conflict, and cinematic art. There are glitches, such as a lot of tea being spilled in close-ups and some costume concessions--in Episode 11 A Ming, Wang Linshao's right-hand man, is wearing a Justin Timberlake (born 1981) T-shirt, and this was set in the 1960s! In Episode 45 there is a chair cushion that moves all by itself and was extremely disturbing to me

While there is an effort to reconstruct Bruce Lee's life as that of a Chinese national hero's, the movie is really about a human being with dreams and frustrations. The production appears laid-back but is actually lavish in its own way, especially in terms of setting and crowd scenes. Written by Qian Linsen and Zhang Jianguang and directed by Lee Moon-ki, it is an epic revolving around an individual created by persons who not only know quality drama but also have a deep knowledge of and passion for martial arts.

Only in the middle of Episode 36 do we see Bruce Lee offered by producer "George" (Stirling Silliphant) to be filmed and be in a movie. In Episode 41, nine episodes away from the end of the series, we see Kato of The Green Hornet , the beginnings of Golden Harvest's The Big Boss, and the aborted Silent Flute. In Episode 43 Silent Flute falls through, The Big Boss begins shooting in Thailand, and Bruce' s wife,  Linda, gives birth to their second child, Shannon. In Episode 45 Fist of Fury begins shooting and Bruce's Uncle Shao passes away. In Episode 45, Way of the Dragon is shot by Golden Harvest's Concord Production, Inc. In Episode 48 are the beginnings of The Game of Death and Enter the Dragon. Episode 49 is about Ip Man's funeral. Episode 50, the last episode, is magnificent. The death scene is beautifully handled.

This movie screens like the reading of a thick, juicy novel. It is a journey through the life of arrogant, impatient, ambitious Bruce Lee, whose efforts pay off in the end. At the very least it was fascinating to me to visually travel through the streets and houses that Bruce Lee actually walked in. Other biographical movies about Bruce Lee pale beside this one, for they all tried too hard to be metaphysical and ended up being pretentious. One such movie even attempted to analyze Bruce Lee's personality in the light of Jungian psychology!

This is a beautifully told story about the greatest warrior of the 20th century.


Friday, June 24, 2022

Staggered lunchtimes; Angelique still resting upstairs and Aubrey asleep after her night shift.

Good morning, Cubao!

The clouds are stainless steel soup ladles.

Good night, Cubao!

Even the neighbors' pets are invited to the ball inside the dragon tree.

One Message For One of 467 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: You were a Filipino in a previous lifetime. I am glad that you have found in this country your home.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Dinner at home alone; Angelique is out with friends celebrating a friend's birthday, and Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

One-hour, late afternoon nap.

Thursday, June 23, 2022

Passing these on to Allan to thank him for the last Spirit Quest he conducted.
Old and battered lantern used for magic (use this as is, do not have it repaired or restored), stack of literary books, voodoo doll, Tibetan llama, measuring scale for stones and herbs (in grams), Egyptian-design tin, horror board game that we set up once but never played, blown glass inkwell.
As usual, the offer is good for only a week.






Angelique and Aubrey came down to lunch in the dining room.

An early lunch at home alone, but I can't commence a new painting yet because both of my easels still bear finished paintings waiting to be varnished.

Considering putting my third, steel, easel to use. It's been decorative for the longest time.

Good morning. Cubao!

Every day begins with three, hopeful expectations.

Good night, Cubao!

The travelers' inn is open even on rainy nights.

One Message For One Of 466 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with four syllables in your name: Never compare what you have with what others have, for they do not have many of the good things that you have.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Wednesday, June 22, 2022

Aubrey came down to lunch in the dining room.

Doing mental sketches for my next painting, which I plan to do on an atypical support.

An early lunch at home alone, though I'm still resting from painting and my second booster shot.

Good morning, Cubao!

The gnomes lay out a big, breakfast buffet on the roof deck.

Good night, Cubao!

The view from your bedroom window tells a different story every night.

One Message For One Of 462 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with two syllables in your name: Do not be overconfident regarding health concerns. Continue taking safety measures.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes; Angelique ordered take-out food and is having her dinner upstairs and Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Creative writing and painting are talents. No academy can ever produce a successful writer and painter if that writer and that painter have only interest but no talent to begin with.

Man's intelligence overtakes him and deludes him to believe that his intelligence is greater than the intelligence of the cosmos.

One-hour, early afternoon nap.

Tuesday, June 21, 2022

Angelique came down to lunch in the dining room.

A delivery arrived.

The ice cream man buzzed by the compound driveway, and so I had avocado ice cream in a cone.

An early lunch at home alone; Angelique resting upstairs and Aubrey asleep after her night shift,

Slept nine hours last night.

Good morning, Cubao!

Time trickles like laundry on a clothesline.

The werewolf crossed the street to the burger stand.

Your Messenger message:

"Sir Tony I was sitting at my table taking apart some herbs when one of the flashlights I had on my table wobbled and almost fell over but righted itself. I stopped to make sure that I had ko contact with the table as this happened. I checked with a flashlight to see if there was any animal or insect which may have jostled it but there was none.

"I stopped what I was doing when I heard what sounded like a coin or metal hitting the table. Again I check but there's nothing which may have caused the movement. "I'm a bit rattled that this is happening in my home that we built. I find myself sometimes frightened in my own sanctuary."

My reply:

Hello ________!

1. Offhand I would say that playful elementals are trying to get your attention and acknowledgement of their presence. Are there big trees surrounding your house?

2. There is also the possibility that you are capable of psychokinesis--rather, that your subconscious is. The activity you wer engrossed in could have lulled you into the state of alpha, and this ability may have been activated.

3. I would wait for this isolated incident to be repeated. I can go and visit your house, if necessary.

Good night, Cubao!

Have a thin jacket that can protect you from the slightest chill.

One Message For One Of 462 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with two syllables in your name: Watch your diet. Unhealthy food creeps up and will suddenly make you ill.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Asked Bertod to cook two dishes for us in the kitchen.

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Monday, June 20, 2022

Back at home from receiving my second booster shot, with my sisters Remi and Alice. Angelique and Aubrey have to wait until a schedule opens for their age group 

Good morning, Cubao!

The day is a kitchen shelf of assorted condiments.

Good night, Cubao!

A good night's sleep is always a fitting reward for a hard day's work.

One Message For One Of 462 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with seven syllables in your name: Love does not just happen. You have to work to maintain it continuously.

Sent some food over to the compound security guard.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes.

One-hour, afternoon nap.

Back from jalan-jalan at the center. Toto drove for me. Paid our water bill. Then, since I'd finished the ninth painting for my next exhibit, wallowed in some "me" time. Browsed through a bookstore, bought a bag of flat bread and a bag of all-in bagels for the granddaughters, and had a snack at the Cubao Leaky Cauldron: a mushroom and spinach omelet with cinnamon toast and a bottle of sparkling, Bundaberg guava juice.

Sunday, June 19, 2022

Your Messenger message:

"Sir Tony good morning!

"Can you enlighten my mind on being a Christian and a witch at the same time, is it good or bad? "Thank you..!"


My reply:

Whether anything is good or bad depends on what you do with your life, what you do to yourself, and what you do to others, and has nothing to do with the religion you practice. Any religion--for all religions are mere structures that men created to control others in the name of law and order.

Good morning, Cubao!

The cicadas sing in memory of the rain.

An effective spell begins in the earth, in the ground beneath your feet, traveling up your legs, your testicles, your abdomen, and your chest, into your arm, your hand, and into your wand--if you are holding a wand.

The power that passes through must expand and billow, but all of this must be done with a relaxed body and a relaxed mind, for tension constricts the circulation of energy within you.

Good night, Cubao!

The enchanted night crew makes everything ready for the succeeding day.

One Message For One Of 460 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with nine syllables in your name: Rise with the sun and rest with the moon, and live a good life in between.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Angelique, Aubrey, and Jazz are off to check out a neighborhood gym they are interested in.

Chinese take-out dinner at home with Angelique, Aubrey, and Jazz, celebrating Aubrey's graduation from university and incidentally celebrating Fathers Day.

Worked half an hour on fiftieth glaze.

This, ninth, painting for my next exhibit is finished (May 22 - June 19, 2022). Five more paintings to go!

Worked half an hour on forty-ninth glaze.

A heavy rainfall on Cubao.

Saturday, June 18, 2022

Worked half an hour on forty-eighth glaze.

Worked half an hour on forty-seventh glaze.

An early lunch at home alone, in order to get a head start on painting for the day.

Good morning, Cubao!

Sometimes, upon waking up, you find that a problem has completely gone.

Good night, Cubao!

There will be additional night monitors to help you sleep feeling safe and sound.

One Message For One Of 460 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with seven syllables in your name: Review your list of friends. Does everyone deserve to remain on that list?

Angelique and Jazz came down to dinner in the dining room.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Worked half an hour on forty-sixth glaze.

Bertod watered the plants in the roof deck, side balcony, front balcony, and ground-floor gardens.

Friday, June 17, 2022

Worked half an hour on forty-fifth glaze.

Angelique and Jazz came down to a late lunch in the dining room.

Worked half an hour on forty-fourth glaze. 

Worked half an hour on forty-third glaze.

Good morning, Cubao!

Once in a while, treat yourself to something you want, not something you deserve,

Tony Perez's Art of War: Be a complete gentleman only to those who do not take advantage of you.

Good night, Cubao!

The elves are holding a meeting with drinks on the rooftop garden.

One Message For One Of 458 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with seven syllables in your name: Are you on the right path to success and a stable future? Is not your interest of choice the surest way to poverty and insecurity?

Staggered dinnertimes; Angelique is out with former university classmates and Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Thursday, June 16, 2022

Worked half an hour on forty-second glaze.

Lightning will strike in an unexpected location.

Worked half an hour on forty-first glaze.

Angelique came down to lunch in the dining room.

Two deliveries arrived.

Worked half an hour on fortieth glaze.

An early lunch at home alone in order to get a head start on painting for the day.

Slept nine hours last night.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sun regenerates the living and restores all lost things.

Your Messenger message:

"Hi Tony! I never thought I'd consult you about a dream but this one was rather weird. I went to the wake of my dad's friend with my family. I knew it was Rudy Fernandez for some reason. (My dad didn't know him personally in real life). The wake was held at a multi-storey bamboo hut. The place was huge. I can still see the bamboo slat floors and bamboo steps. There were people everywhere. Some were cooking on the floor. For some reason, we couldn't get to the floor where the casket is. It was on the topmost level and we can see the funeral flowers and the visitors from the window. We even went outside to figure out a way there so we can pay our respects. As far as I know, that's where the dream ended. I woke up with a sense of dread. I would appreciate it if you can shed some light on this. Thank you for your time."


My reply:

Hello ________!

In this dream your psyche is telling you that your old Self is dying, if not already dead. The bamboo structure is your home country, which you may have left behind for good. Rudy Fernandez is one of your former alter-egos, probably because you used to admire him. The bier is on an upper floor because you refuse to view the cadaver in the coffin--a result of the defense mechanism denial.

A person who goes abroad to live there is never the same person he was before migrating, no more than a former resident can expect to be in exactly the same house he left behind. In a foreign country, many things change: careers, values, friends, companions, love interests, health issues, life objectives, and dreams. It is, indeed, dreadful to be reminded of how one has changed irreversibly.

Do a reality check once in a while. Are you happy where you are or do you wish you were not there? And, if so, what are you willing to do about it? 


Good night, Cubao!

Gnomes travel from different islands to visit the metropolis.

One Message For One Of 453 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with seven syllables in your name: Continue to reinvent yourself based on your natural talents, taking care to bring yourself only to a place of financial security.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Worked half an hour on thirty-ninth glaze.

Two-hour, deep tissue massage.

Wednesday, June 15, 2022

Worked half an hour on thirty-eighth glaze.

Angelique and Aubrey came down to lunch in the dining room.

An early lunch at home alone; Angelique resting upstairs and Aubrey asleep after her night shift.

In the afterlife, the soul gets homesick for life.

In life, the soul does not get homesick for the afterlife.

Sunbeams glide through the streets on golden skateboards.

Good night, Cubao!

To the enchanted folk, the night is always young.

One Message For One Of 440 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: It is time to pick up from where you left off. Live and belong to the living.

Dinner at home alone; Angelique asleep after her last, online final exam for the semester, Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Worked half an hour on thirty-seventh glaze.

Gloomy skies over Cubao.

Swung by the neighborhood grocery with Bernard.

Tuesday, June 14, 2022

Worked half an hour on thirty-sixth glaze.

A delivery arrived.

Angelique and Aubrey came down to lunch in the dining room.

Worked half an our on thirty-fifth glaze.

An early lunch at home alone. Did my laundry in the washing machine and am now preparing to begin painting for the day.

Angelique's last day of online final exams for the semester!

Gazing at a blank, white wall is as effective as gazing into a crystal ball.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sun's favorite color is green.

Good night, Cubao!

The house mice nestle in their beds under the light of the full moon.

One Message For One Of 423 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: You live your life through the life of your daughter, and that is what gives you great fulfillment.

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.



Worked half an hour on thirty-fourth glaze.

Monday, June 13, 2022

Worked half an hour on thirty-third glaze.

Lunch at home with Angelique and Aubrey.

Your Messenger message:


"hi pai. would like to ask for your advice.

"1. the past few weeks. i have these 'moments' when i see myself either: a. in another place and time i can even sense the environment sense the smell example i see myself walking towards a monastery or a castle, as a female sitted on a hill feeling the breeze. b. moments in my childhood like chirstmas time when i was still a kid - in my grandmother's house the parol the noise. it makes me happy. i feel the emotion of each one.

"2. i dream of dead relatives and friends. they are alive in my dreams. i converse with them. and i will wake up in the early morning dazed and sometime even have to check my environment to be sure of where i am. this makes me feel tired when i wake up in the morning. i think it maybe because i would recite prayers using my mala until i fall asleep. "i dont know if this is good. i know i need to offer prayers and merits for them. someone seems to have told me that news is going on in the other realm that i help people who passed on by having masses offered for them or blessed candles lit for them. and so they come. "what should i do to stop this or control this so that i wont feel tired when i wake up in the morning. "and i wonder. can the other people i dont know i see in my dreams could also be spirit s asking for help? "luckily they don't bother me at work or when i am awake. i dont see or sense them. only in my dreams. "my unit is warded so i dont think negative spirits can come in. "thank you pai. love u pai.

"i am even contemplating on renting this thai amulet.

My reply:

Hello ______!

Remember that dreams are essentially symbolic and almost never literal, In the final analysis, your psyche might be telling you to pray for your own sake rather than for others--perhaps due to guilt feelings and denial of frustrations.
Always hydrate yourself before going to bed.

P.S. Never rent talismans.

Your Messenger message:


"Sir Tony, please let me know when i can talk to you about my son ___________________....I need to know how to help him po. Thank you in advance..

"Name: ____________________

"Dob: ______________ ___, 1999

"Suffering from very bad bouts of anxiety and depression. He's become very withdrawn and anti-social. He has gifts. Like mine. Precognitive dreams. Claireaudience amongst others...but im not sure if he believes in this and thinks he has schizo-depressive disorder.💔 He lives in _______________ now, sir Tony. He even stopped schooling💔 4 yrs ago. He should be graduating already if he continued .. "Sir Tony. I really want to know what is happening to him. He has become estranged. This is so heartbreaking beyond words. Are we hexed to become separated? I know a person who is addicted to hexing by going to kulams and paying money. This person has Bipolar disorder, BPD, NPD. Made our family life a living hell. I want my children's heads be cleared of this madness sir Tony....what am I to do?... "Thank you so much for hearing my plea...🙏God bless sir..."

"This is his latest photo last May 17, 2022. Taken by his father, waiting for his dental appointment at _________________ po.."



My reply:

Hello, __________!

I scanned your son's photo. The cause of his condition is a deep-seated resistance to both parents, whom he finds overwhelming and invasive of his privacy. As such, he chose to shut out not only them but the rest of the world as well.

I'd let him be and come into his own, if I were you. It is a form of respect. He is an adult now.

Never over-worry about your children. They are not you even if they look like you. They are naturally complete strangers to you, and vice-versa. They have their own thoughts and feelings that have nothing to do with you. He has his own pace and his own rhythm. Do not impose yours on him.

Good morning, Cubao!

The wind chimes sing of a bright, new day.

Watched all three episodes of the 2022 Vietnamese Horror Story, a trilogy of very gothic stories:

--"The Sugarcane Juice Lady", about an actress who never ages because of a grisly secret

--"The Magician", about a street vendor who performs mediocre magic and discovers, in the end, what his real identity is

--"Three Souls and Seven Spirits", about a female shaman tasked to search for the victim of a heinous crime.

For a 2022 production, the concept and treatment of the stories seem terribly outdated. They are about helpless male and female victims unable to release themselves from what they fear--in short, stereotype horror movie characters. Everything is predictable, which is the last thing horror movies should be. The endings are downbeat, as though the writer and director firmly believe that downbeat endings make horror stories more horrific. 

The other problem with ASEAN movies (including those produced in the Philippines, of course) is that they are shot in real, available houses, the space restricting the director's and cinematographer's creativity. Since these houses are not sound sets, they don't have walls and floors and roofs that could be disassembled if necessary. As such, there is no ample space for the cameraman to utilize versatile setups.

In this movie there are a few theatrical and camera tricks here and there, plus an ample use of shadows and spotlight gels, but those just can't compete with other horror movies being produced in the Digital Age. 

Good night, Cubao!

Night gnomes arrive from the province and lodge in the city with their old, gnome friends.

One Message For One Of 407 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with four syllables in your name: You progress, but your progress is slow because you mix your work with your signature hanky-panky.

Brought some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Aubrey's graduation ceremony and lunch out are done, and everyone else has had their Independence Day holiday, but I must not forget to greet Saint Anthony of Padua on his feast day, June 13.

This image of Saint Anthony was purchased by my aunts on the day I was born. It is made of plaster and is quite heavy. I had it restored and matted with fiberglass at Arte Italiana many years ago.




Worked half an hour on thirty-second glaze.

Two-hour, afternoon nap.

Angelique and Aubrey arrived from Aubrey's graduation ceremony and lunch out.

Bernard watered the pants in the roof deck, side balcony, front balcony, and ground-floor gardens.

Sunday, June 12, 2022

Worked half an hour on thirty-first glaze.

Lunch at home alone; Angelique and Aubrey are having lunch out after Aubrey's graduation ceremony.

Worked half a hour on thirtieth glaze.

403 Friends,

Welcome to my world!

Home alone! Angelique and Aubrey are off to Aubrey's much-postponed graduation ceremony.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sky fairies drape golden sunshine fabric over the city.

All is calm, but is all bright?

The older one becomes, the more well-dressed one should be.

Very often, when nobody teaches you, your spirit guides do.

He falls, even at the end of a long struggle to the top.

Do not place all of your talismans in one location or in one container. You will find that the strongest talisman will disempower everything else, making them what local magic practitioners call "suspendido". 

Similarly, if you live in a house with clutter, know how to place everything in order that the energy of each object will not interfere with one another. This applies even to books on shelves.

There should be at least one room in your house that contains nothing, and that is where your most potent magic will work.

That is why some mages do their spells inside their bathrooms.

Good night, Cubao!

Never allow the passing of the hours to give you cause for worry.

One Message For One Of 390 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with four syllables in your name: Life is a natural series of helloes and goodbyes. Know that, when someone goes, your are not being left behind. You are merely being allowed to continue your journey, temporarily on your own for now.

Asked M. to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Bernard came in to look at my work-in-progress, ninth, painting for my next exhibit.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Worked half an hour on twenty-ninth glaze.

Worked half an hour on twenty-eighth glaze.

Saturday, June 11, 2022

Back from lunch at the center with family.

Good morning, Cubao!

The clouds are chunks of white watermelon.

Watched all four seasons of Stranger Things (2016 - 2022). I have a DVD of the first season, which my sister Sylvia sent me from Sydney many years ago. Despite references in dialogue to Stephen King, the first season came across to me as a Dean Koontz movie. I had to watch this season all over again plus the three succeeding seasons because Angelique urged me to do so. 

The four seasons are really variations and interpolations of the same, two themes--the monsters without and the monsters within, but are hampered by too much adolescent and teenage flirtation, including those by adults. 

What is amazing about this movie, however, are the performances delivered by the child actors. I know how difficult it is to direct minors and elicit emotional truthfulness from them, especially with long passages of dialogue and with scenes against green screens, not to mention having to make them fully understand the concept of continuity. Production design and special effects come second, though too much darkness is employed in the mise-en-scene. There is also, thankfully, a minimal amount of "horror movie" screaming and hysteria.

In all, the series seems to be a Halloween party salad with ingredients comprised of situations and scenes patterned after those in The Fury, X-Men, It, Signs, Alien, Aliens, Gremlins, Goonies, Night Chills, Firestarter, Constantine, The Blob, Enter the Dragon, Carrie, The Hardy Boys TV series, the Harry Potter series--even Superman, making it overwhelmingly derivative, but maybe that was the point and that is what makes it original. It has, moreover, a twenty-first century, horror-story difference: In this series, characters step out of the box.  Revenge and killing the enemy are as completely justified as in a Chinese kung fu movie, and there is no unnecessary moralizing. 

The movie is slick, well-made, and looks like a billion dollars. It works on a carefully written script with no stupid loopholes. The subplots are substantial, and well-orchestrated characterization resulted in fine ensemble acting. Every member of the cast is showcased and allowed nuances and reflective moments--you can tell that the performers not only did their homework but that they also loved their roles. I especially appreciated the performance of Judy-Garland-look-alike Millie Bobby Brown as Eleven. It reminded me so much of Jodie Foster's natural, underplayed acting, and was a fascinating counterpoint to Winona Ryder's academy acting and David Harbour's Indiana-Jones performance. It was also great seeing Sean Astin again; he is always a lovable character actor. The direction is well-thought-out and well-executed: visual imagery is extracted in even the smallest scenes without tiredness and without cliches. It is a nice, cozy screening especially for pre-bedtime, and the suspense is handled very well. Seasons 3 and 4, in particular, have brilliant editing--it is the editing that tells the story. 

It was fascinating to watch the young cast age, over four seasons, into gangling adults, as in the Harry Potter series. Unlike in the Harry Potter series, however, the characters don't just grow up. They mature.

The only twentieth-century remnant I found in this series is the insistence on creating characters with family dysfunctions and traumatic pasts in order to make them interesting or to justify their weird actions. I felt that all that should have gone out with Alfred Hitchcock. In a world already full of the strangest things, I consider this technique passe. I feel that it is actually more challenging to make normal, "uninteresting" characters interesting to audiences. Season 4 also relapses into a lot of screaming a la Nightmare on Elm Street. I was expecting Freddie Krueger to show up any moment. And he did, minus the hat and the Edward Scissorhands hardware. Or was that Doc Ock from Spiderman?

And, for heaven's sake, will there ever be a movie set in school WITHOUT bullies?

I nonetheless look forward to the next season's screening beginning July 1 to provide closure to this entertainment experience.

Good night, Cubao!

Allow other songs to be sung, even if they do not lull you to sleep.

One Message For One Of 349 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Let go of everything benefits you nothing. 

Angelique and Aubrey came down to dinner in the dining room.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Worked half an hour on twenty-seventh glaze.

Worked half an hour on twenty-sixth glaze.

Friday, June 10, 2022

Worked half an hour on twenty-fifth glaze.

Alkaline water delivery, 45 gallons.

An early lunch at home alone.

Worked half an hour on twenty-fourth glaze.

Good morning, Cubao!

Pets oversleep Saturday morning after dancing all night at the elfin mound ball.

Am restoring part of my old Friends List, so, if your receive a Friend Request from me, yes, that's me.

I'm not going back to 5,000, though. Four hundred is more like it.

Good night, Cubao!

Once a month, the enchanted folk hold a procession round your house and lot.

One Message For One Of 326 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Indeed, the tallest bamboo tree bows the lowest when it has to.

Angelique and Aubrey came down to dinner in the dining room.

Brought some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Worked half an hour on twenty-third glaze.

Worked half an hour on twenty-second glaze.

Worked half an hour on twenty-first glaze.

A cup of Darjeeling tea.

Thursday, June 9, 2022

Back from jalan-jalan at the center. Toto drove for me. Bought some men's stuff, and then oil paint tubes and linseed oil.

An early lunch at home alone, to get a head start on painting for the day.

Don't just be. Expand beyond your apogee.

Good morning, Cubao!

It is your spirit guides who map out your territories and your boundaries and who determine which of your enemies are to be punished.

Good night, Cubao!

Night sylphs travel in spider-web chariots pulled by mosquitoes.

One Message For One Of 312 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with four syllables in your name: Know that when you devote too much time to your work, you lose focus not only on your family but also on your personal life.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Dinner at home with Angelique and Jazz; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Worked half an hour on twentieth glaze.

David watered the pants in the roof deck, side balcony, front balcony, and ground-floor gardens and gave Keiko Kashigawa, Yukiko Taka, and Cloudy a shampoo. We have two kinds of dog shampoo now: strawberry-scented and green-apple-scented.

Wednesday, June 8, 2022

Aubrey cooking kimchi fried rice in the kitchen.

Worked half an hour on nineteenth glaze.

The closest friends I've had over the longest period of time are those who never consulted me about magic and psychism.

Worked half an hour on eighteenth glaze.

Jazz arrived.

Good morning, Cubao!

The gnomes are having a big breakfast in the shade of the dragon tree.

Good night, Cubao!

Even the cicadas wrap their gossamer wings round their bodies and lull themselves to sleep.

One Message For One Of 305 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: For a long time now--since high school?--you have been using your anger to fuel your motivation and your drive toward success.

You are on the wrong track. Switch to self-love, love for your family, and love for others.

Not only will you attain success, you will also be in good health.

Angelique is ordering food from outside for her dinner.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Actually, after I've finished all 40 paintings for Maryhill School of Theology, I'll go over each and every one of them again to make retouches as I deem necessary.

Worked half an hour on seventeenth glaze.

Worked half an hour on sixteenth glaze.

Tuesday, June 7, 2022

Worked half an hour on fifteenth glaze.

Sometimes you discover, only too late, that a big house is a very bad idea.

Whenever you spend time trying to destroy someone, you end up realizing that you destroyed no one but yourself.

Worked half an hour on fourteenth glaze.

Lunch at home with Angelique; Aubrey sleeping after her night shift.

Swung by the neighborhood grocery.

Angelique's second day of electronic final exams. She has two exams today.

The morning is an exquisite, porcelain mug.




Good morning, Cubao!

Slept nine hours last night.

Good night, Cubao!

Dark sylphs ride on the night breezes.

One Message For One Of 301 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with ten syllables in your name: Do not define yourself by the work you do for others. Rather, define yourself by the work you do for yourself.

Brought some food over to M.s' cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes. Angelique has an online final exam 5:30 - 8:30 PM and Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Worked half an hour on thirteenth glaze.

Aubrey came down to lunch in the dining room. Sat with her while she had dessert. As for myself, I ate a golden mango and a slice of pizza from the ref--cold, bachelor style, though Aubrey insisted that I heat it in the oven or at least microwave it.

A cup of tea inside the small loggia.

Monday, June 6, 2022

Worked half an hour on twelfth glaze.

Worked half an hour on eleventh glaze.

A delivery arrived.

Resting between glazing sessions inside the small loggia. A cup of very black Grinder's coffee. Cigarettes. Listening to the cicadas.

My life of bliss.

Lunch at home with Angelique; Aubrey sleeping after her night shift.

Slept nine hours last night. I guess, my body wanted the extra hours of rest.

Good morning, Cubao!

The day is a glass vase of dried reeds.

Angelique and I noted that we both conveniently forget the plots, endings, and details of the Netflix movies we've watched, and I am sure that that is true for many other persons.

It is the Digital Technology Age. There is too much information to absorb, and our brains reject what is unimportant, retaining only what we need.

One Message For One Of 299 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with eight syllables in your name: Do not rush success. Do not rush fame. Always be on good terms with yourself.

Good night, Cubao!

Believe it or not, mirrors are of the element water.

Dinner at home with Angelique and Aubrey.

Asked Nino to bring some food over to M./'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Sunday, June 5, 2022

Worked half an hour on tenth glaze.

A delivery arrived.

Bought three boxes fresh strawberries at a hawker's stand.

Angelique and Aubrey came down to lunch in the dining room.

Worked half an hour on ninth glaze.

Angelique's first day of online final exams.

An early lunch at home alone to get a head start on painting for the day; Aubrey still resting upstairs.

Good morning, Cubao!

The cook's day begins before sunrise.

Good night, Cubao!

If there is space enough under your bed, that is where to locate your pet's basket, night dishes, and a tiny night light.

One Message For One Of 297 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with two syllables in your name: In order to have bigger savings, go shopping only every other month.

Angelique came down to dinner in the dining room.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Worked half an hour on seventh glaze.

Saturday, June 4, 2022

Angelique and Aubrey came down to lunch.

Worked half an hour on sixth glaze.

Worked half an hour on fifth glaze.

An early lunch at home alone to get a head start on my painting; Angelique and Aubrey still resting upstairs.

Happy Fourth Birthday to Keiko Kashigawa!

Good morning, Cubao!

The brilliance of the sun is not merely visual--it is also the intangible sense of brilliance within you.

Good night, Cubao!

Fireflies swarm where enchanted beings are.

One Message For One Of 296 Friends, One Every Night Of The Years

You with two syllables in your name: Do not become despondent when things look bleak. As long as your intentions are good, things ALWAYS change for the better.

Angelique came down to dinner in the dining room.

Aubrey arrived from the UST baccalaureate Mass.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Aubrey is off to attend UST's baccalaureate Mass for Batch 2021.

Worked half an hour on fourth glaze.

David watered the plants in the roof deck, side balcony, front balcony, and ground-floor gardens.

Friday, June 3, 2022

Worked half an hour on third glaze.

Worked half an hour on second glaze.

Angelique came down to lunch in the dining room.

Took an early lunch at home alone so that, as usual, I could have a head start on painting.

Grandchildren still resting upstairs.

Facebook suspends you 24 hours from "People You May Know" when you Remove multiple Suggested Persons from the List, claiming that you are going "too fast".

How SLOWLY must one Remove unpleasant faces from that list?

Good morning, Cubao!

Every day should begin with positive thoughts. It will then end also with positive thoughts,.

Yesterday while doing major groceries Angelique discovered the new, sugar-free, Citrus Quench Gatorade and bought a bottle for me to try. I'm having it right now, and I like it.

I take a bottle of Gatorade every night. It made my leg cramps go away.

Good night, Cubao!

The night fairies light tea lights in colorful, glass containers.

One Message For One Of 295 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with eight syllables in your name: Release yourself from the bonds of the persons who influenced you in negative ways in your past, reset yourself, and start life anew. 

Angelique came down to dinner in the dining room.

Asked M. to bring some food over to his cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

It is possible to curse the current owners of items stolen from you, even if you don't know who they are.

Staggered dinnertimes. Angelique has online classes through 9:30 PM and Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Worked half an hour on first glaze anyway.

Apparently the news I received from Nonon Padilla was not true. Barge Ramos is alive and well.

Thursday, June 2, 2022

Angelique came down to lunch in the dining room.

Worked half an hour on twenty-ninth layer. Layering is done!

Glazing commences next, but I think I'll take the rest of the day off and do that tomorrow.

A delivery arrived.

Your Messenger message:


"Good morning, Pai!

"😃 h How are you? You visited me in my dream this morning! "We were talked in acabana near a beach. And you asked how I am and about my projects and plans. We talked for a bit but I forgot na what it was. I think I was sharing some challenges. You gave a warm.and loving smile and said just follow your heart. 😊 Meron ka pa mga sinabi pero di ko na maalala. 😅 "You're clean shaven and wearing white pants and long sleeves. Tapos you have this very thin, delicate and intricately designed scarf around your neck. You have a wand and a really awesome and brilliant topaz ring. "Basta at the end, before you left, I hugged you and then you placed your hands on my cheeks, then moved it to the top of my head. You whispered a short prayer. Then with the right hand and wand on the top of my head you blessed me. Then we parted ways na. "Thank you so much, Pai. I feel a whole lot better. "


My reply:

Hello _________!

You were in this morning's night classe (usually held from 4;:30 AM onward but, since time is not linear in the astral realm, many students have been able to access the classes at different times of the day and night).

I appeared to you in your dream as the king of the white cloth. The messages I relayed that you claim to not remember are the following:

--About deep loneliness: Your love has never been reciprocated by others in the right ways and, at present, you are unsure about proceeding to pursue a seemingly promising but risky relationship.

--About your personal ambition: You do not know how to utilize your art and make a difference in this world, and it makes you question your talent and feel very insecure.

--About death and mortality: Have you recently lost a relative or a friend? There is nothing to be sad about or to fear, for everybody dies and everyone reincarnates, hopefully toward higher evolution.

Angelique arrived from a law school-related interview at The Fort.

Worked half an hour on twenty-eighth layer.

Staggered lunchtimes.

Good morning, Cubao!

Bright sunbeams emanate from babies' smiles.

Good night, Cubao!

The enchanted folk are preparing for another weekend banquet inside the dragon tree.

You cannot become The Karate Kid by wanting the trophy yet not wanting to undergo the tedious exercises.

One Message For One Of 294 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: You are bored. Do not allow your boredom to lead you to destruction, as it did Hedda Gabler.

Staggered dinnertimes; Angelique has online classes through 9:30 PM and Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Worked half an hour on twenty-seventh layer.

The day goes by so fast whenever my granddaughters and I go jalan-jalan at the center.

Back home from jalan-jalan at the center with Angelique and Aubrey. Withdrew money, changed dollars to pesos, paid our electric and phone bills, sent some money to my younger son Chito, had lunch out, and did major groceries.

The weather cooperated. Not a drop of rain while we were out.

Wednesday, June 1, 2022

Always be a hard act to follow. And the only way to do that is by never repeating yourself.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sun is a golden disc in a sculptor's wall frieze.

Aubrey came down to a late dinner before her night shift.

Good night, Cubso!

The gnomes face a month of important gatherings.

One Message For One Of 294 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with seven syllables in your name: Take a psychological vacation from your trivial concerns.

Angelique came down to dinner in the dining room.

Asked M. to bring some food over to his cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day as come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Nino fried longganisang Lukban for us to add to our dinner.

Staggered dinnertimes.

M. and David cleared the roof deck, rooftops,and rooftop rain gutters of twig and leaf debris,

Worked half an hour on twenty-sixth layer,

Worked half an hour on twenty-fifth layer.

Swung by the neighborhood grocery and then the neighborhood tea house with Bernard.