Continued from Tony Perez's Electronic Diary (October 19, 2018 - March 12, 2019) http://tonyperezphilippinescyberspacebook41.blogspot.com/

Photo by JR Dalisay / April 21, 2017

Sunday, July 31, 2022

Now going slow on accepting Friend Requests. I have 592 going on 600.

Last night my night class began 4:00 AM. It was structured like a therapy group, and most of its participants were Friends I recently accepted. They were from dysfunctional families, and the objective of the night class was to help them resolve issues, one at a time. The majority, however, were defensive and resistant. The last person I tried to assist was a man in his late twenties--looked like Mark Angeles but I know it wasn't him. I kept asking him how he was feeling but he couldn't come down from the level of overthinking to the level of feeling. I passed him on to a female therapist--Tetchie Agbayani?-- in the group, and left the group. Woke up and had a drink of iced water.

My Friends, what is the point of visiting me on the astral level if you will only be intimidated in my presence? 

Your Messenger message:

"Good morning Sir Tony...

"When I came back (less than two minutes) to get the brunchbox I prepared, I was surprised to see a banana placed on top of it. "There is no other person in the house this morning. "An explanation, though unlikely, is that there is a piling of banana nearby and it may have fallen off and neatly 'placed' itself on the lunchbox? "I am not keen to eat it anymore and am thinking of placing the banana in the veranda shelf as offering instead? "Thank you for reading this short share."


My reply:

Hello ____!

Yes, place it as an offering to the Hungry Ghosts.

Do not be disturbed by this incident. During the entire month such tricks will be played. Things will fall and get broken, things will go missing, there will be much miscommunication, even businesses will take a plunge.

Be thankful that the Hungry Ghosts who asked for the banana in your house were relatively gentle.

Your Messenger message:

"Dear Tony, Just want to request an interpretation of my dream. I’m finding my way home and saw people using a wooden ladder to pass to and from a certain direction. When I tried stepping down on it, I almost fall so I screamed for help from the man below. What he did is cover the whole wooden stair with a big neatly painted cloth. It looks safe but Im having second thought because I cannot see the steps. My dream ended there. Its like my desire to go back home was left hanging as I cannot find a way how to do it. Please help me clear my mind, my dream gave me a negative feeling and it bothers me now. Thanks a lot and more power.

"______________ former ____ staff - _______ is just my FB name."

My reply:

Hello ____!

The man in your dream is your psyche. He is telling you to "not go home"--against your emotional desire to do so. 

In dreams, "going home" signifies giving up, abandoning the business of the day, and being unwilling to accept and learn certain life lessons. 

In your current situation, what are you turning your back on, willingly or unwillingly? Has something hurt or humiliated you so much that the only thing you wish is to take refuge in your home and run, symbolically, "into the arms of Mama"? 

What are your challenges at present? Which is wiser--to confront them or to flee from them?

Good morning, Cubao!

The day is a water service vehicle doing rounds.

Good night, Cubao!

The gnomes' travelers' inn will remain open through the end of Hungry Ghosts Month.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with three syllables in your name: They ask for deeper friendship but you are unwilling to give it, essentially because it is difficult for you to trust those closest to you.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Two-hour, deep tissue massage.

I have two, regular masseurs: one lives on 15th Avenue and usually comes for service 2:00 PM once every two weeks, the other lives on our compound and comes for service 10:00 PM once a week.

Both are quite safe because they have different day jobs--and I am their only massage client. 

Saturday, July 30, 2022

Ian and his wife visited from their two-week vacation in Siquijor. Just learned that Ian's relatives on his father side are from Siquijor. They brought me dried dragon fruit (!), a new business venture of one of Ian's relatives, and a pack of sylvanas.




An early lunch at home alone.

Aubrey is off to a day and a sleepover with coworkers.

Your Messenger message:

"Hi Sir Tony what will happen to me for the next 4 months?"

My reply:

I have no idea.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sky is a pitcher of melon juice.

The werewolf crossed the street to the burger stand.

The grandchildren arrived 10:05 PM.

A well-known person says goodbye in January.

They are already thinking of replacing her because they do not like her eye movements and her facial expressions.

Good night, Cubao!

The fairies bathe their sapphires with evening rainwater.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with eight syllables in your name: The philosophical spine of your oeuvre is not well-defined. Uncover it, strengthen it, and make it more pronounced, and you will find yourself to have become an artist in demand.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

An early dinner at home.

Aubrey is off to dinner with friends.

Angelique and Jazz are off to dinner out.

A rainy afternoon and evening in Cubao.

Friday, July 29, 2022

Good morning, Cubao!

The air is still, and the trees thirst for cool breezes.

Good night, Cubao!

Double-deck beds are good space savers for men who room together.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Dedicate your self to your craft without emulating others.

Brought some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Still on Episode 24 of _Handsome Siblings_.

Staggered dinnertimes. Angelique has a summer online class through 9:00 PM; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Thursday, July 28, 2022

Your Messenger message:

"Hi, Sir Tony. I have some questions that I hope you could help me answer. I tried to search the internet but I know the conflicting info (or lack of reliable ones) will only mislead me.
"1) Is there a specific way to use incense especially during this Ghost Month? I have the red incense sticks and plan to buy the yellow one. "2) What does it mean when a big fly enters the house? I don't know the type that entered our condo window a few minutes before midnight. We’re not comfortable with it, of course, because our house, being tiny, is always clean and orderly. This is the first time a fly came to the unit after renovation. I would normally drive it out but I hesitated (I’m not sure how to handle it; whether I should catch it and let it fly out). I thought it would just go away but we found it resting on my husband's chest. It flew away after a while and I saw it seemingly aim for the window but couldn't get out. Should we catch it and let it out? (By the way, my husband got goosebumps this morning because the pot he’s using moved to the right side of the induction stove.) "3) We are going to our house in Rizal (leaving our Makati condo for the whole August instead of going back and forth with the kids). I have a simple food offering prepared last night and we lit incense, too. However, the unit will be left vacant during the whole ghost month. What can we do before leaving and upon returning? "Many thanks for your precious time, Sir Tony. Always take care, and happy birthday again to your granddaughter. She’s very lucky to have you."

My reply:

Hello _________!

1) Red joss sticks are all-occasion joss sticks. Yellow joss sticks are lit for persons who recently passed away--for a period of one year, after which one should switch to red joss sticks.

2) The presence of flies usually indicates the presence of a person or person wishing you ill will. Flypaper is one of the easiest solutions to get rid of them.

3) Offer a sealed glass jar filled with a multiple of 28 wrapped candy, which should last the entire month. That way animals, insects, and dust won't get to it. A pitcher of drinking water, covered, and four drinking glasses, also covered, should be on the same tray. A bundle of joss sticks and a box of matches may be included. 

Back home from the center with Angelique and Aubrey. Aubrey treated us to a buffet lunch for her birthday.

Your Messenger message:

"Lovely day sir Tony

☺️ A friend wants this identified Po..."


My reply:

Hello _____!

I'm not reproducing the image here so that the source won't be identified.
It's a high-ranking fire elemental.
As a general rule:

--High-ranking elementals have crowns, medallions, or staves.
--High-ranking fire elementals have staves with prongs or shaped like pitchforks.

First day of Hungry Ghosts Month

Happy 23rd Birthday to my granddaughter Aubrey!

Grandpa loves you!

Good morning, Cubao!

The gnomes hang magic lanterns round the neighborhood.

Good night, Cubao!

A secret door to the treasure chamber is in the master's bedroom.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Choose your clientele carefully, for your practice is easily misconstrued by the ignorant.

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

July 29, 2022. My youngest sister Sylvia and brother-in-law Rey depart the Philippines for Sydney tomorrow, and sent me stuff they didn't want to keep in their condo ref and kitchen.













Brian and Bertod walked Yukiko Taka and Cloudy on the compound, then gave Keiko Kashigawa, Yukiko Taka, and Cloudy an apple-scented shampoo.

Wednesday, July 27, 2022

Worked half an hour on sixth glaze.

An early lunch at home alone.

Eve of Hungry Ghosts Month

Good morning, Cubao!

Vendors sell rustic toys round marketplaces and churches.


One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: You are prone to constipation because you love eating chocolate. Take one dragon fruit for dessert after a meal, once a day. It will detoxify you, and the seeds will flush out all that sticky chocolate from your intestines.

Good night, Cubao!

The trees tremble in the dark, but their leaves do not fall.

Brought some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes. Angelique has an online summer class through 9:00 PM; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Be selective with your students. It is not your duty to enlighten everyone, especially persons whose problems you have no interest in.

Worked half an hour on fifth glaze.

Tuesday, July 26, 2022

Two-hour, late morning nap.

Lunch at home with Angelique and Aubrey.

Your Messenger message:

"Good morning, Sir Tony. I would be very happy to receive a birthday message from you. I am transitioning to a new phase as my first Saturn return has just ended.

"I wish to carefully make decisions, this time, that will help me further be a better version of myself physically and spiritually for myself and the ones who are dear to me. God bless you and your family always."


Hello ____!

Your birthday messages:

1) Follow your head more than your heart.
2) The horizon is not just in front of you. It is all around you.
3) To be happy, make your family happy.
4) No shallow man can make a woman with depth satisfied.
5) Contemplate the figure of the circle.

A 30-second quake in Cubao.

Good morning, Cubao!

The honeybees hold a garden celebration.

The 14 Manuals Of The Spirit Questors

The following is the complete training program of the Spirit Questors that I began developing in 1996:

1) Witchcraft and Low Magic
2) Shamanism
3) The Development of Psychic Abilities
4) Dreamwork and Dream Analysis
5) Elemental and Nature Magic
6) Divination and Oracles
7) Working with The Personal Unconscious and The Collective Unconscious 
8) Astral Projection and Astral Travel
9) The 56 Philippine Magical Systems
10) Asian Mythologies and Magical Systems
11) The Six Situations Of Physical Poverty And Parallel Existences
12) Itinerant Missions and Traveling Through At Least Six Provinces
13) Psychology and Psychic Abilities
14) Metaphysics and Psychic Abilities 

Sadly, no single Spirit Questor has made it through all 14 under my mentorship. Looking back now at the past before my retirement:

Most stopped at the Sixth Manual because of any or all of the following reasons:

--They lost interest due to pursuing other interests
--They got full time-jobs that demanded all of their attention
--They fell in love, got married, and had families of their own
--They migrated to other countries 

 The few who made it through the Ninth Manual then also stopped because of any or all of the following reasons:

--They followed other mentors out of curiosity
--They decided to go on their own and make money out of their abilities
--They aimed to be movie stars and celebrities

Today, at 71, I still have no regrets. After completing my 40 paintings for Maryhill School of Theology and my 40 volumes of collected, literary works in cyberspace I will, if I still have the time, commence committing each manual to paper (or cyberspace). 

Good night, Cubao!

Fairies love after-dinner chocolate mints.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: It is all right to make new friends, but be discriminating, and scan them well. Avoid persons who will only end up using you for their own benefit.

Angelique came down to dinner in the dining room; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Monday, July 25, 2022

A delivery arrived.

Lunch at home with Angelique and Aubrey.

Good morning, Cubao!

The day hangs like a white towel on an iron rack.

Good night, Cubao!

"And the night goes on so very slow/"

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with four syllables in your name: Hang on to your job, no matter how far a cry it is from your original ambition. When things get better, seek something higher.

Bernard arrived from visiting his uncle in Pampanga.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and ten snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Bought grilled pork belly and pork barbecue to add to our dinner.

Dinner at home with Angelique and Jazz; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

One-hour, late afternoon nap.

Sunday, July 24, 2022

Worked half an hour on fourth glaze.

Worked half an hour on third glaze.

Heavy downpour in Cubao.

This used to happen on weekdays before I retired. It seems that the point of it all is to get everyone stranded and unable to get home safely.

Took an early lunch at home alone.

Good morning, Cubao!

The earth is a giant ironing board.

Two hour, deep tissue massage.

 Good night, Cubao!

"One more look at the/
One more look at the night/"

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Your mind needs to rest from lofty thoughts. Otherwise it will short-circuit.

Go watch a stupid movie.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes.

https://www.chineseamericanfamily.com/hungry-ghost-festival/

One-hour, late afternoon nap.

Whether in motion picture arts or in literature, editing will remain the greatest evidence that bias exists.

Saturday, July 23, 2022

Every establishment under the pretentious illusion that the Philippines is a First World country is finally shutting down.

Back home from lunch with family at Gateway, celebrating Aubrey's birthday in advance.

How sad. Rustan's multi-floor department store seems to have been reduced to a single space on the ground floor. And I thought that Rustan's would be there forever.

Five more days to Hungry Ghosts Month. Avoid unnecessary spending until that month is over.

The wicked priests and their cohorts fall into the abyss.

Good morning, Cubao!

The day proceeds according to good men's plans. 

Your Messenger message:

"I installed cameras at the place I'm staying at. On 2 occasions I got notifications of movement. When I reviewed the recordings there were no persons captured but orbs. First time there was one. Succeeding one there were 3: 1 bright and 2 faint. Are orbs human spirits? Can they be enjoined to be friendly? Do they encamp at locations/just pass through?"


My reply:

Orbs are always elementals, never human spirits. If you have a camera with flash (a cell phone will do, of course), take photos of the same areas without lights on but WITH flash. See if they show up as well.

Orbs appear for no other reason than that the elementals have been disturbed from their resting places, usually by loud noises such as music, a passing brass band, and yelling.

Good night, Cubao!

"Tonight, tonight/
The world is full of light/"

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: You fear loving the person you really love because of what others will say.

How much will expressing your love affect your career and your clientele?

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Your Messenger message:

"Good evening Sir Tony. Sorry for messaging at this time but I am really baffled.

"Context: My laptop wouldn't turn on(plugged, unplugged) for 3 days. The first 2 days the tech guy checked issues like battery, memory. And I saw that it was working after minor issues were fixed. But each time I'll get home the laptop still won't turn on. So I ended up bringing it to the tech 4x. Today is the 4th. "My bf also accompanied me to check it. So before we left the tech guy, and the mall, we both saw that the laptop was ok. Tech guy was also baffled because there was no problem with the unit. When I came home this evening, alas, it won't turn on again. I tried all methods suggested. None of them worked. All my other devices and even my old battered laptop was working. "All of us are at a loss. I do not want to panic anymore but this laptop is what I use for work. I don't know what is wrong with it or our compound/my unit. Certain friends are also suggesting I talk to the spirits/energies. I would like to know your opinion on my dilemma, if I need to do some shadow work, ritual, or just let it be. "Thank you sir and I hope to attend one of your night classes (you have appeared in my dreams twice already)."


My reply:

Hello ___________!

It might be time to buy a new laptop--for common sense and other reasons. The "other" reason is that you have been expending and projecting too much energy through ether via your laptop.

I myself work on a desktop computer, and it sometimes doesn't work. What I do is merge my mind with the mouse, which seems to get everything working properly again. 

Therefore, try using the same energy to make your laptop work.

Staggered dinnertimes. Angelique and Jazz had dinner out.

Friday, July 22, 2022

Back from lunch out with my youngest sister Sylvia and brother-in-law Rey visiting from Sydney, my elder sister Alice, Angelique, and Aubrey.

Good morning, Cubao!

Whatever you lose, you recover in a different form.

Gave Raven a big chocolate roll.

Angelique came down to dinner in the dining room; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Good night, Cubao!

"And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby.../"

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with four syllables in your name: Does your passion generate enough income for you, or does it compel you to take on two extra jobs to sustain yourself and your family?

Angelique's law school group held their mock trial this evening. She was assigned the role of the accused. She wore my orange, Iwahig Penal Colony T-shirt, as part of her cosplay.

She was acquitted.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

On episode 6 of the wuxia I'm watching. Since China is vast, it is usual for friends, usually two male friends, to travel together and have interesting adventures.

Had I been all alone in life, I would have done the same for a year, in the Philippines.

One-hour, afternoon nap.

Thursday, July 21, 2022

July 22, 2022

Halloween in July!








Took an early lunch at home alone.

Two deliveries arrived.

Worked half an hour on second glaze.

Angelique came down to lunch in the dining room; Aubrey taking her lunch upstairs after her night shift.

We are what we are only when we are alone, for we are distinctly different persons depending on who we are with.

That is why artists find themselves only in solitude and in isolation.

Slept nine hours last night.

Good morning, Cubao!

Pixies strand jasmine flowers round the garden table.

Good night, Cubao!

Sleep with the ring that brings forth wonderful dreams.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: Your Inner Child is well-fed and cared for. Ensure that your adult self is also well-equipped to face all responsibilities and challenges in this world.

Asked David to bring some food over to M./'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night class.

On Episode 3 of the wuxia I'm watching. I note, even from other wuxia I've watched, that the Mandarin expression "Tada!" is for "Come along!", and means and sounds pretty much like the Tagalog "Tara!"














More Goodies From My Sister Sylvia In Sydney







One hour, afternoon nap.

Wednesday, July 20, 2022

Worked half an hour on first glaze.

An early lunch at home alone.

Yakult delivery.

Good morning, Cubao!

Fairies wear aquamarine and sardonyx on rainy days.

Two-hour, deep tissue massage. Ended toward midnight.

Good night, Cubao!

The gnome bakers begin working 3:00 AM.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: You were prodigious in grade school and high school and your teachers loved you for it, but be cautious at university and afterward in the corporate world. As a general rule, the public resents adults who were prodigious children. 

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Gave Raven, M.'s little nephew, a Batman lunchbox. M. is taking him to Cavite on Saturday.

Staggered dinnertimes.

A third delivery arrived, a strange one.

A key lime pie from Ime Morales, much appreciated. But, strange because it's actually her birthday and not mine.




Two deliveries arrived.

Watching a wuxia on Netflix again. I really miss all those sets, costumes, and props.

Tuesday, July 19, 2022

Sometimes the middle class is the poorest and the most dissatisfied of all, simply because they refuse to give up everything that has made them extremely comfortable.

Tony Perez's Art of War: Never love your job so much that it will hurt you badly when it doesn't want you anymore.

Worked half an hour on first layer.

Service persons came to clean Angelique's air-conditioner.

Your Messenger message:

"Hi sir tony, just want to ask regarding putting a black prince rubber tree in my office... my tita kasi said it's not good in the business since it is a variety of balete

"Thank you po"


My reply:

No trees are bad luck, They are usually the residences if beneficent elementals who help you out in life.

Lunch at home with Angelique; Aubrey sleeping after her night shift.

Finished watching the long, concluding episodes of Stranger Things last night: Chapter 8 "Papa" (more than an hour) and Chapter 9 "The Piggyback" (more than two hours). They did not disappoint me. The performances, scenes, and special effects were consistent with those of the movie's main body. 

While most of the relationships in the story had appropriate, 1980s, post postmodern endings, the entire movie's spectacular ending was "round, like a circle in a spiral, like a wheel within a wheel", bringing the cinematic perspective forward two decades.

The producers and creative staff deserve all the kudos they get, and here's hoping they made enough money to continue doing what they've been doing. Their dedication to good moviemaking is commendable and extremely rare, but so are their passion, their imagination, and their minds.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sun wears a lunch buffet chef's toque.

Good night, Cubao!

Sleep to scented candles in glass bottles.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Do not give up on your dream, but break it up into small pieces that you can achieve a little at a time.

Brian brought a little boy, a nephew of M., to stay with Rose and her daughters in Cavite. Must give him a Batman lunchbox tomorrow.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Bertod watered the plants in the roof deck, side balcony, front balcony, and ground-floor gardens.

One-hour, afternoon nap.

Monday, July 18, 2022

Brought Angelique's bed linen to the compound laundry.

Worked half an hour on construction lines of Painting #10 for my next exhibit.

This painting begins today, July 19, 2022.

Sorry, no visitors allowed.

Bought a kilo and a half of big, red dragon fruit at the stand across the street.

Been having a dragon fruit for dessert after lunch, and I love the effect it has on my body.

Good morning. Cubao!

The sunbeams are wedges of lemon pie.

Watched five seasons (100 episodes) of the USA's Gotham (2014). The movie is essentially how James Gordon rose in ranks from being a detective to police commissioner and how young billionaire brat Bruce Wayne developed into Batman. While the main story and subplots unfold, we are also shown the beginnings of the DC comic book villains, among them Catwoman, Penguin, Riddler, Joker, Poison Ivy, Mr. Freeze, Firefly, and Scarecrow.

Gotham fails in dishing out too many characters and not providing adequate closure for everyone. There are many loose threads at the end of Episode 100, many characters abandoned, and many subplots discontinued. The seasons are imbalanced: Season 1 has two or three minor villains per episode, most of them being killed off only so that some villains except the iconic ones are killed for the audience's satisfaction and therefore keep them watching the subsequent episodes. Season 2 has a slower pace, devoting two or three episodes to each new, minor villain while fleshing out the major ones. Season 3 is derivative of X-Men, the mutants being antagonists rather than protagonists. Season 4 verges on being a horror movie a la Friday the 13th. Also in Season 4, Episode 13, the dream sequences and hallucinations showcasing the overused "Confrontation of the Jungian Shadow" were awkward and even out of place. In Season 5 there seems to be too much of a rush to kill off villains and give closure to their subplots, as though the writers were aware that they had to do so, and quickly.  Season 5 Episode 11 contains the real climax of the movie, Episode 12 serving merely as denouement.

Since there are too many characters in the movie, there is no real, cohesive, ensemble acting. Each performer was essentially on his own, resulting in a Konstantin Stanislavsky festival. Most of the villains were ham actors and caricatures, forgetting that they were in a movie rather than in a comic book. Many characters were overcooked, seared, and charred over the writers' grill. The most convincing performer, to me, was Robin Lord Taylor as Penguin. Despite everything the hair and make-up department did to his appearance, he always came across as convincing and three-dimensional. Added to that, his face was very expressive. I noted that he was given the most number of close-ups and some of the best passages of dialogue. Second to him was Camren Bicondova as young Selina Kyle. Other major protagonists were less impressive. Ben McKenzie as James Gordon came across as a Mel-Gibson-Bruce-Willis-Channing-Tatum derivative, especially with his frequent 3/4-angle shots. David Mazouz as young Bruce Wayne was a softer improvement of Tyler Posey in Teen Wolf. The Barbara-Tabitha-Selina triad was simply a variant of Charlie's Angels. And Sean Pertwee as Alfred was spinsterish, repetitive, and oftentimes irritating. He was not fatherly. He was motherly.

The production design was evidently expensive, but the screenplay left much to be desired. Aside from all those loose ends too many mishaps and survivals happened to Gordon, and his pep talks eventually became redundant and corny. You know you have to leave the screen and make yourself a sandwich whenever a character begins a monologue with "When I was a child..." And jaded lines such as "What are you doing here?", "What happened to you?", and "All right, listen up!" could have been creatively paraphrased. Too many characters were killed and then resurrected, some of them more than once, so that, in the end, death and dying never seemed like real threats to anyone. And everyone wonders why terrorists plant bombs in buildings and on themselves, shoot at people at intersections and in fast-food restaurants, and massacre schoolchildren inside classrooms. Add to that the cynical, subliminal message that we cannot count on the government for salvation, because the government is interested only in saving itself.   

Indeed, in the end, we are what we are not because of corruption but because of sheer bad luck.


Good night, Cubao!

Pixies ride rose-petal rowboats across night puddles.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: Streamline your small luxuries and your little vices. You'll be surprised at how much richer you'll become.

A bottle of candied pili nuts from Brian.

Bertod fried Hungarian sausages and squid rings to add to our dinner.

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

M. and Bertod wrapped the ninth painting for my next exhibit and placed it in storage.

Now Bertod is washing an atypical canvas.

Will be ready to commence Paintings #10 and #11 tomorrow.

Sunday, July 17, 2022

My heart goes out to heads of household who can no longer afford to pay their bills and feed their families.

Back from, jalan-jalan at the center. Toto drove for me. Paid our water bill and bought some art supplies.

Setting up two canvases for Paintings #10 and #11 for my next exhibit on separate easels. Will work on these simultaneously.

A delivery arrived.

Lunch at home with Angelique and Aubrey.

It's come to that point when I feel naked in public without a dust mask. I have begun to love the anonymity it gives me.

Good morning, Cubao!

The elves disguise themselves as guests and knock on your door.

Good night, Cubao!

Mystifying perfume always goes well with music under moonlight.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with eleven syllables in your name: So many have tried to establish stronger relations with you because you are an amiable person, but you always decide to remain unattached.

Do not lead others on.

Staggered dinnertimes.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

So many eateries are closing shop in the city. I am glad that M.'s cafe never had any urban, restaurant pretensions. It is really part of our house space. Our clientele is in the neighborhood, the crew is comprised of M.'s and Rose's relatives, they have free board and lodging and don't have to commute to and from work, and I can hire them for odd jobs every once in a while.

Night chores.

My favorite part of the day has come again: an evening  shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

You cannot be incisive without being rude, no more than a surgeon can make an incision without pushing a scalpel through a patient's skin.

Saturday, July 16, 2022

Lunch at home alone. Angelique and Aubrey are spending a morning at Gateway and Jazz is off to play basketball.

Good morning, Cubao!

The day clouds reach down and place their palms on your weary head.

Good night, Cubao!

It is most pleasant to coexist only with persons of your own economic class, your own earning power, your own intelligence, your own talent, and your own beauty.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Due to the passage of time, nothing is ever the same. Do not expect anything to be so.

Staggered dinnertimes; Angelique and Jazz are spending the night out, and Aubrey still resting upstairs. Because of her night shift schedule Aubrey takes her dinner at midnight, and this has carried over to her weekends.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Jazz arrived.

Cloudy skies above Cubao.

One-hour, afternoon nap.

Friday, July 15, 2022

Angelique came down to lunch in the dining room; Aubrey resting on her weekend from work.

Noel arrived from Bicol this morning.

There are jobs you will be miserable in and jobs you will be happy in. Learn to appreciate both.

Painted black fourth cradle side of the ninth painting for my next exhibit.

Ready to do Painting #10!

Flay It Again, Sam

nilapnos = peeled off flesh

tinungkab = gouged flesh

tinalupan = peeled

binalatan = skinned

binakbak = chipped off

kinatay = slaughtered

tinadtad = chopped up

hinimay = dismembered

nilasog = crushed one's bones

inuka = carved a hole in

sinundot = poked

pinindot = punched with one' finger

sinidsid = refined with a chisel, as in a piece of sculpture or a gemstone

kinuskos = scrubbed off

kinayod = scraped off

kinapon = castrated

pinutulan = amputated

tinuli = circumcised

pinugutan = beheaded

hiniwa = sliced

ginupit = cut off, as in hair

inahitan = shaved

kinalbo = shaved off head hair

pinanot = tore off head hair

nilatay = caused welts

hinagupit = whipped

dinarang = burned

pinaso = singed 

sinunog = set fire to

binuntal = smacked

sinikmura = socked in the gut

binayag = hit below the belt

sinuntok = boxed

sinakal = strangled

sinakmal = grasped

sinipa = kicked

sinikad = kicked off, like a ball

sinaksak = stabbed

pinukpok = pounded

dinurog = crushed

pinisa = squashed

kinarne = cut up as meat

tiniris = squashed with a fingernail

nilapirot = manhandled one's flesh

kinurot = pinched

binagok = crushed one's skull

ibinitin nang patiwarik = hung upside down

binugbiog = beat up

nilamog = bruised black and blue

An early lunch at home alone.

Must do some work in the studio area in a while.

Mike sends me five bundles of red joss sticks for my Tao temple area. Mental telepathy and perfect timing--my supply was running out and I was about to order a full replenishment to last me another year.




Good morning, Cubao!

Fairy choirs sing hymns to the rising sun.

Good night, Cubao!

The gnome infirmary takes in three patients.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with eight syllables in your name: For the longest time you've been riding on the accomplishments of your friends. It's time to make your own and make a good name for yourself.

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Bernard and Bertod rotated the ninth painting for my next exhibit on its easel.

Three deliveries arrived.

Thursday, July 14, 2022

Staggered lunchtimes.
Why are people passing off Bartolome Esteban Murillo's image of The Assumption as The Immaculate Conception?

In the former image, Jesus has already ascended into heaven. In the latter image, Mary is supposed to still be pregnant with child.

Slept nine hours last night.

Bought a kilo and a half of big, red dragon fruit at the stand across the street.

Good morning, Cubao!

The day is a brass bowl filled with coins.

Good night, Cubao!

A light snack before going to bed helps you sleep, because hunger will always prevent you from sleeping. 

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with ten syllables in your name: You are in love with someone who does not, and will never, love you. Save your time and your resources for more important matters.

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Now on Season 5 of  Gotham.

Asked Bertod to fry a pack of samgyupsal to add to our dinner.

Don't make the mistake of watching the news through YouTube. YouTube has a way of sneaking music videos it wants promote into the commercial breaks. If you don't watch out, you'll end up missing chunks of news.

Wednesday, July 13, 2022

My sister Remi sent me a rotating, heart sutra prajna ring, which I am wearing on one finger with the ring that has the pixiu, an animal that eats gold and silver, and my ring with the black star sapphire from Bali.




Had a chilled, big, red dragon fruit at 1:50 PM. Tastes like sugar-free ice cream, and feels like eating the beating heart of a dragon.  I love that the stand across the street has them. It is one of my favorite fruit, along with mango and overripe kiwi, which is like exquisite, edible celadon.

The juice of the red dragon fruit is the exact, same color of dragon's blood ink. You can actually use that as an environment-friendly ink, if you can be bothered to strain the juice and separate it from its million seeds.

Another pigment that can be used to brush on as color is the juice of turmeric, which is a bright, Mandarin yellow.

Staggered lunchtimes.

Painted three cradle sides of the ninth painting for my next exhibit.

Good morning, Cubao!

The work desk should be, as much as possible, a clean slate every morning.

The downfall of every administration is always a secretary who rose from being a nobody and has conveniently forgotten her true place.

Good night, Cubao!

The fairies love homes that have collections of bells.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with nine syllables in your name: Look back and see that there were friends who used you and took advantage of you, and sever all relations with them immediately.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Dinner at home alone; Angelique is off to a sleepover at a former classmate's house and Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

A delivery arrived.

Tuesday, July 12, 2022

An early lunch at home.

Must go back to the neighborhood grocery in a while.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sky fairies watch the day progress from their castle parapets.

Good night, Cubao!

The gnomes' water service wagons do their rounds before midnight.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with four syllables in your name: Sell the best only to those who can afford it. 

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Hired Bertod to clean the service passage for us.

A brief cloudburst in Cubao.

Swung by the neighborhood grocery. Bought half a gallon of ice cream and two bottles sugar-free Gatorade.

A delivery arrived.

Monday, July 11, 2022

Brought Aubrey's bed linen to the compound laundry.

Vernissage: Ninth painting for my next exhibit

Staggered lunchtimes.

Good morning, Cubao!

Window screens are the sieves of golden sunlight.

Good night Cubao!

There will always be music round a cozy campfire.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: Never be swayed by the reputation of your elders. Be yourself, and carve a niche of your own.

Staggered dinnertimes. Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Am still on Season 4 of Gotham, while younger son Chito has finished watching all six seasons.

A religious fundamentalist is almost always certainly a political fundamentalist, and vice-versa.

Two-hour, mid-afternoon nap.

Bernard and Bertod wrapped Saint Sebastian. Three paintings are now ready for delivery to and installation at Maryhill School of Theology: The Pauline Letters, Peter Is Called to Ministry and Martyrdom, and Saint Sebastian.

Must work on a Marian painting next.

Sunday, July 10, 2022

Back from jalan-jalan at the center. Toto drove for me. Checked out some titles in a book store, then bought art supplies. Thought of dipping into the Cubao Leaky Cauldron for a snack but decided to just go home.

A sunny afternoon.

An early lunch at home alone, then Angelique and Aubrey came down to lunch in the dining room.

Must go out to buy art supplies in a while.

Bought a kilo and a half of red dragon fruit at the stand across the street.

Good morning, Cubao!

Honeybees also function as pixies' drones.

The werewolf crossed the street to the burger stand.

Good night, Cubao!

Gnomes love observing human beings from open windows.

One Message For One Of 500 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with five syllables in your name: For some people, their craft is your identity. Do not give up yours. 

Staggered dinnertimes.

Slept nine hours last night.

One-hour, early afternoon nap.

Saturday, July 9, 2022

Tony Perez's Art of War: Know that, for every enemy you have, you also have five loyal friends.

Lunch at home with Angelique, Aubrey, and Jazz.

The voice of fire will continue to be heard.

A sudden goodbye. Everyone will think it couldn't have happened this soon.

Good morning, Cubao!

The sun writes pleasant entries in his gold4en journal.

Good night, Cubao!

Night chores and rituals condition your body for a night of sleep.

One Message For One Of 494 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with four syllables in your name: Avoid being smug. Look around you and see that there are people who are eager to put you down.

Dinner at home alone; Aubrey resting upstairs on her weekend from work.

Angelique and Jazz arrived from an afternoon and evening out.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Friday, July 8, 2022

Never make paintings faster than you can sell them. You have other life matters to attend to.

M.'s friends are taking lunch at the cafe. Music and lots of laughter.

An early lunch at home alone; Angelique resting upstairs and Aubrey asleep after her night shift.

Keiko Kashigawa's dog food delivery arrived.

Slept nine hours last night.

Good morning, Cubao!

Your weekend is always how you make it, not how others make it.

You asked me why you never get to save money, crisis or no crisis.

It's because you spend your money on New Age and Wiccan junk.

Be intelligent, tear up your useless wish lists, and spend money ONLY ON YOURSELF.

Tony Perez's Art of War: When someone presents a threat, lash back by presenting a counter-threat.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

M. is leaving for the night to work his night-shift part-time job.

Angelique came down to a late dinner in the dining room after her online summer class.

Good night, Cubao!

Every blanket is an astral wall that seals you off from your day.

One Message For One Of 491Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with two syllables in your name: Do not lend money to others. Do not even tell others that you have money.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Staggered dinnertimes; Angelique has an online summer class and Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Thursday, July 7, 2022

An early lunch at home.

Angelique came down to lunch in the dining room, Aubrey asleep after her night shift.

As soon as the moon rises, the old scavenger ties a white tarpaulin across the concrete platform between our two side porches. It shields him from the view of passersby and from the rain. I pretend that the space is the interior of a gypsy wagon parked beside a brook in Captain Haddock's Marlinspike. The smoke from a lit mosquito coil finds its way through my bedroom window, and the trusty dog, Camille, barks at strangers in her sleep. All the setting needs are six, bottled candles in one of my bronze braziers that could pass for a bonfire to keep man and dog warm, cinders rising in the air like orange fireflies and gaudy sequins blazing in the firelight. Perhaps a deck of Spanish cards as well, and a guitar, and a tambourine, all under the purple-yam sky. 

Every man has his castle bedroom, and the old scavenger's is behind that white tarpaulin. 

Good morning, Cubao!

The week's closure occurs as early as noon, after which the weekend begins.

Good night, Cubao!

A bowl on your window sill catches enchanted moon dust.


One Message For One Of 488 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with two syllables in your name: Never let anyone take advantage of you again. It does not pay to be kind to everyone.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey preparing for her night shift.

Tony Perez's Art of War: Know how to say NO. It makes you rich.

Wednesday, July 6, 2022

Back from, jalan-jalan at the center with Angelique and Aubrey. Toto drove for us. Withdrew money at the bank, changed dollars to pesos, bought a bottle of varnish for oil paint and a tube of black paint, did major groceries, sent some money to my younger son Chito, and had lunch out.

A rainy day.

I cannot understand why Facebook insists on Notifying me in Tagalog yet underlines Philippine nouns in red as misspelt. 

Good morning, Cubao!

Lead a treasure hunt not in the mountains and forests but within your heart.

Good night, Cubao!

When asleep, we sail on ether as though in rowboats on a river.

One Message For One Of 488 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with four syllables in your name: Do not allow your art to intersect your love life. There is zero correlation between the two.

Staggered dinnertimes. Angelique came down to a late dinner in the dining room; Aubrey prepared for her night shift.

Asked David to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Your Messenger message:

"Sir hello!

"I just want to share and would like to hear of your insight about it...I've dreamt of a big tree. The texture of the trunk is somewhat similar to this you posted...I went inside the 'front door' of the tree. The tree was huge! The door was huge and very high...it was an entrance to a wonderful urbanized city inside the tree(?). "I was just amazed, looking around...with my jaw open in awe. It's color was silverish grey inside...and so with almost everything in it....there were stairs built on the insides of the trunk....you look straight ahead...it lead to somewhere 'deeper' into the city... "It wasn't a long dream. But it felt real and as if I visited that place for real. I wonder if it was real. "Woke up with mixed feelings. "Thank you, sir Tony for your reading my message 🙏"



My reply:

Hello ______!

You did astral travel to our dragon tree. If you have a ficus tree, a peepal tree, or both near you house, these helped you make it possible.

One-hour, mid-afternoon nap.

Tuesday, July 5, 2022

Took an early lunch at home alone, then Angelique and Aubrey came down to lunch in the dining room.

Painted fourth cradle side of Saint Sebastian black. When this dries, it will be ready for delivery to and installation at Maryhill School of Theology.

A delivery arrived.

Still on the third season of Gotham, but my younger son Chito is already on the fourth.

Good morning, Cubao!

A day of new adventures, a day of new feelings.

Good night, Cubao!

We can choose to be as small as a gnome or as big as a giant in the astral realm.

One Message For One Of 484 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Do not lead a double life. It will always get in the way not only of your personal affairs but also of your art.

Jazz arrived.

Dinner at home with Angelique, Aubrey, and Jazz.

Brought some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

It is perfectly all right to do a servant's work in your own house.

Twilight descends during a heavy rainfall, even at noon.

Always spoil your daughters and your granddaughters. They will settle for no less than husbands who will love them and spoil them more than you do, If they find no such men, they will take on magnificent careers in order to be able to spoil themselves.

When Filipinos are required to make a photocopy of something, they make three more.

Darjeeling tea in Jimmy's golden thermos mug.

David and Bertod rotated the _Saint Sebastian_ painting 180 degrees on the easel for me.

Useless knowledge is always a byproduct of cheap entertainment.

Monday, July 4, 2022

There will never come a time when you can sit back and say that your house is done and needs no more fixing.

My daughter-in-law Ivy's death anniversary (2015). Lit candles on our family altar.

Lunch at home with Angelique and Aubrey.

Good morning, Cubao!

A day of unexpected blessings.

Sat in the dining room with Angelique and Aubrey while they took their dinner and told me all about their weekend on Boracay Island.





Good night, Cubao!

The night makes up for the anxieties of the day.

One Message For One Of 482 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with four syllables in your name: Do not seek friendship based on fantasy. You need to know a person well before he can be your friend.

The granddaughters arrived home 9:00 PM and are waiting for their Grab food delivery to arrive.

Sent some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Dinner at home alone.

The granddaughters landed 7:17 PM and they're now waiting for a Grab car to take them home.

Fed and watered Keiko Kashigawa, Yukiko Taka, and Cloudy.

The granddaughters' flight back home is being delayed by two hours.

Sunday, July 3, 2022

Lunch at home alone.

Then the Selecta man buzzed by with his cart playing its haunting, music-box melody. It always brings me back to my days in the U.S. Embassy, when I would hear it all the way from the octagon.  

Bought a Twin Pops, a Kimy Tongue, and a KitKat drumstick. I seem to like drumsticks for their cones, but they always make me thirsty afterward, as though, once ingested, they absorb every ounce of water in my body.

Jay and Bertod sat beside the small loggia. Jay just arrived from his night shift.

Good morning, Cubao!

Be prepared to face a day of subtle changes.

Good night, Cubao!

Behind the garden bushes are the gnomes' midnight pizzerias.

One Message For One Of 480 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with six syllables in your name: Be proud of yourself. Do not seek to hide behind anonymity, for that is a sign of insecurity and inadequacy.

Dinner at home alone.

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Saturday, July 2, 2022

Painted three cradle sides black.

Good morning, Cubao!

The writer seeks the mysteries of the day.

Good night, Cubao!

Fairies wear their most colorful jewelry at night.

Dinner at home alone.

Brought some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

One Message For One Of 479 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with ten syllables in your name: Things are not what they seem. Neither are many of the things you think about yourself. Have a reality check every once in a while.

Friday, July 1, 2022

Home alone! 

Angelique and Aubrey are off on a plane trip for a weekend vacation. Thought of inviting over two single and unattached Spirit Questors who live in Cubao, but decided I need some time alone to do sketches for my next painting.

A very early lunch. Fat shrimp and several servings of kinilaw (milkfish sashimi, probably introduced to Filipinos by Japanese soldiers during WWII) made of Dagupan bangus.

Now some hot, steaming, black coffee in Jimmy's golden thermos mug.

Good morning, Cubao!

The clouds are servings of blueberry pie a la mode.

Good night, Cubao!

There are winding staircases within the trunk and branches of every tree. 

One Message For One Of 477 Friends, One Every Night Of The Year

You with seven syllables in your name: Do not allow your peculiar interests to go between you and your children. They are unable to appreciate the things you go out of your way to pursue.

The Thomasites arrived in the Philippines in the 1900s. Most of them were from teacher-training institutions in Maryland. They introduced the song "Maryland, My Maryland" to the Filipinos. The lyrics were later changed to "Philippines, My Philippines". 

"The despot's heel is on thy shore/

Maryland, my Maryland/

His torches at thy temple door/
Maryland, my Maryland/
"Avenge the patriotic gore
That flecked the streets of Baltimore
And be the battle queen of yore
Maryland, my Maryland
"Thou wilt not cower in the dust
Maryland, my Maryland
Thy beaming sword shall never rust
Maryland, my Maryland
"Remember Carroll's sacred trust
Remember Howard's warlike thrust
And though thy slumberers with the just
Maryland, my Maryland
"Dear mother, burst the tyrant's chain
Maryland, my Maryland
Virginia should not call in vain
Maryland, my Maryland
"She meets her sisters on the plain
'Sic semper' 'tis the proud refrain
That baffle's minions back o'Maine
Maryland, my Maryland
"Arise, arise in majesty again
Maryland, Maryland, my Maryland"

Asked Bertod to bring some food over to M.'s cafe staff.

Night chores.

My favorite time of the day has come again: an evening shower, and then snuggling in bed with a Netflix movie.

Dinner at home with Angelique; Aubrey still asleep upstairs.